Meeting Jacob : a Jacob sartorius fanfic

Jacob pov

  I found the ketamine that we usually used as a really strong pain reliever. I tried to open it but I couldn't. Stupid child locks!!! This could take a while. I was still crying. No one would ever love me as much as Abbie did, so why bother living? I heard footsteps coming upstairs and into my room.
        I struggled to move, but the hole inside my chest kept me where I was. Caroline finally found me on the floor with the drugs in my hand. She ripped them out of my hand and threw them across the room. "Jacob what were you thinking? That could kill you," she angrily said. I replied through sobs. "That's what I was trying to do." Caroline's expression changed.
           "Baby what happened?" She crouched down in front of me and grabbed my hand. I shook my head. "Tell me or I'm putting you in rehab." She said sternly. I sighed. "Well, I was," I wiped a tear away then continued," was xheating on Abbie and she found out. I tried to say sorry but she broke my heart. I'm a waste of space. I don't deserve to live in the earths scum."
        Caroline rolled her eyes," your not scum, and your not a waste of space. But cheating on Abbie was wrong. She had a right to break your heart. If you really love her your going to have to make it up to her." I stopped crying. I nodded my head and walked into my room. I saw Caroline take all of my pills, razor blades, and anything else I could hurt or kill myself with.
        I guess she was hiding them from me just incase. It was 12:30, so I drifted off to sleep Dreaming of how I would make Abbie love me again.