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{Jai}
I lost him. And I don't know if I want him back.
"RISE AND SHINE." Zoey yelled spreading the curtains apart making me groan.
"Ugh what do you want?" I said stretching.
"You have something to do today. Even though I don't want you to go over there you have to get your stuff so you can move in." She said.
Crap I forgot.
"I-I'm sorry Jai, but I can't. I'll be back for my stuff in two days."
Today was the day I would have to go back to my house, well now my old one, and get my things and move in with Zoe again. But the worst thing about that is that I have to see Jai. I've been such a mess and it's only been 2 days. I miss him. He is like my other half but I don't know how I feel. One minute I feel like I miss him and want to go back but then the next minute I feel like he is a dick and he cheated on me and doesn't care so I should just forget about him.
I got in the shower and started to get dressed and ate a piece of cake Zoe and I ate last night while talking about boys and how complicated they are. I decided it was a good idea to give him his things like his beanies, shirts, and boxers etc. back. I used to live with Zoey before I moved in with Jai and he came over a lot and I didn't bring them with me when I moved in with Jai but I do have some of my things here also. Everything that I have that is his makes me want to just cry. Like the hoodie that said Brooks on the back and his blue SnapBack. I put his things in a box and packed it away in my car and drove off to Jai's and My house. Well my old house. Well Jai's house.
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I get out of my car, getting the box and headed to the house. I unlock the door and the house was still clean and tidy like no one came here. And there was no sign of Jai. He might of went to the boy's house or something. Maybe it will be easier if he is not here. I walk up the stairs and open the door to my now old room and saw Jai laying down, facing the other way, curled up with his knees up close to his chest and his hands cuddle up to his chest like he was cuddling something.
"J-Jai..." I whispered making him look at me.
Jai had puffy eyes and a stuffy nose. He was a mess. His hair all messed up. Bags under his eyes. I saw he had a picture frame in his hand, cuddling it and I knew exactly what picture it was. It was the pictures of Jai and I when we were at the park. One was when we were walking and I was wearing Jai's hoodie that said Brooks 9 on the back and our hands collided together. Another was me on the swing and Jai pushing me, both of us laughing.
Jai gets out of the bed and rushes over me.
"Y/N you're back. I missed you so much!" Jai said hugging making stiffen up, not hugging him back.
"Jai I'm just here for my things." I said.
Jai got sad and started to cry again.
"Y/N please I'm so sorry! I'm a mess without out you. Don't you see me? Please take me back!" Jai said begging making me cry. I wanted him back but I can't, "Jai I can't you hurt me too much. I can't let it happen to me again."
"It won't happen again. Just give me another chance! Please Y/N I love you too much to lose you. You are the only thing I have." He said and I walked passed him and put the box on the bed and started to get my stuff.
"What's this?" Jai asked looking at the box.
"Your things. They were at Zoey's and I was guessing you wanted them back."
"No I don't. I just want you back really. I know that sounds cheesy as hell but it's true. I need you Y/N. I was supposed to make a video with the boys but didn't cause I didn't want to get out of bed cause I was thinking about you. I didn't know if you were okay or not. Or where you went. I didn't know if something bad happened to you. Y/N I love you. I always have and always will. What I did was the dumbest thing Ever. Please just take me back." Jai said and gave up, "I shouldn't be doing this. This is probably a mistake. But I guess you can have one more chance." I said smiling making him run to me and hug me tighter than before.
