"Where the hell were you?" I yelled at Jai. "I went to the club, is there an issue?" Jai said, his words slurring. "Jai you said you wouldn't go to party and come home drunk anymore." I whispered.
Since Jai's drinking and smoking issue has became a problem we talked about it. Jai agreed to stop drinking so much and only go out 2 days a week which hasn't been going good for the past weeks.
He started to go behind my back and party when I had to go and visit my mom in the hospital.
"It's only 3.." Jai said raising his voice coming closer and closer to me.
"Three in the morning Jai! This problem is getting bad. How do I not know that you're cheating?"
"What the fuck ever Y/N you know I wouldn't do that God sometimes you don't think!"
"You have before." I said crying, remembering what happened last time.
Jai and I started dating and he used to go out and was being really suspicious, not acting liking himself.
One day I was just going for a run since Jai was gone and I really had nothing to do. I went past the park and saw Jai. But he wasn't by himself. He was with Ariana, which I hate her. She cheated on Jai but he still has feelings for her. That was probably the worst day of my life and it haunts me everyday.
"It was just one time." Jai said crossing his arms, "This girl only rubbed on me, not bad, well actually a few not only one girl." I felt my eyes burst into tears and I passed Jai running up to our room and locking the door behind me.
I grabbed my duffle bag and started to pack my things that I needed.
"Y/N open the fucking door." Jai said knocking so hard that I thought he would of bust it open.
I got everything in the bag and opened the door, revealing Jai and when he saw me, his features softened and I saw tears form in his eyes.
"W-What are you doing?" Jai said trying to come closer to me, but I just shoot right passed him. "Y/N, wait, please." Jai said pulling on my arm making me turn to face towards him. "Why did you do it?" I said tears coming out my eyes even more.
"I'm sorry." Jai mumbled but I just rolled my eyes.
"Why, because it felt good? Because you wanted to cheat on your girlfriend for the second time!!!" I yelled but got no reply from Jai, only just making him loosen his grip making me sigh. "Call me when you see how much you hurt me." I said then gave him a little kiss on the cheek, "Sorry I wasn't good enough." I whispered then walked down the stairs with my things and went to my car and drove off.
JAIS POV
Drink after Drink after Drink.
I couldn't stop.
Even though I had the burning substance down my throat two days ago, it feels like I haven't had for years. It's addicting. And I hate doing it, but it helps.
I just wanted to go to a little club, nothing special. Just have a few drinks and then leave.
But my plan failed so badly. I had so many different drinks I couldn't think straight, and now I'm dancing and grinding with these girls and I don't know their names. But I didn't care. Not at all. I felt like I had nothing to worry about. Like a was free from everything and could break every rule.
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I walked cause I couldn't call a cab without laughing and I didn't bother to wreak my car.
The whole time I was walking, I was stumbling. I couldn't even think straight. Wait, where is my house again?
After a few minutes of strolling around, I got home and a few lights were on. It took me a couple time to unlocked the door, but I finally got it opening the door and seeing a angry Y/N infront of me. "Where the hell were you?" She yelled. I should of known that she was going to react like this. But to be honest, I could care less.
"I went to the club, is there an issue?" I said, my words slurring.
"Jai you said you wouldn't go party and come home drunk anymore." She whispered. A part made me just want to hug her and tell her I'm sorry, but I didn't. I didn't even think what I was going to say. No hesitation, nothing.
"It's Only 3..." I said raising my voice stepping a little bit more into my house.
"Three in the Morning Jai! This problem is getting bad. How do I not know you're cheating." Y/N said sounding hurt. How dare she say that?
"What the fuck ever Y/N you know I wouldn't do that God sometimes you don't think!"
"You have before." She said starting to cry. She was making me mad even though she was right. And the alcohol made it worse.
"It was just one time." I said, "This girl only rubbed on, well actually a few not just one girl." I should of said that. I already feel guilty.
She started to cry harder and passed me running up the stairs. I fucked up badly.
I walk up and started to knock on the door. I tried to open it but it was locked. "Y/N open the fucking door." I said but she still didn't open it.
Finally she did but she had her bag in her hand and her phone in the other. "W-What are you doing?" I said coming closer but she started to walk past me and I grabbed her.
"Y/N wait,please"
"Why did you do it?" She said.
"I'm sorry."
"Why, because it felt good? Because you wanted to cheat on your girlfriend for the second time!!!" She yelled and I didn't respond. I just loosen my grip on her.
"Call me when you see how much you hurt me." She said then gave me a little kiss on the cheek, "Sorry I wasn't good enough." She whispered and walked away.
Why the fuck am I so dumb.
I'll never get her back!
I just need time to think.
Why would I need to think I just need her. Why would I need to fucking think.
To:Y/N🙈💘
I'm sorry! You just left and I need you. Y/N I don't know what I was thinking. It was dumb as shit for me to do it. Please call me and tell me you're okay. I love you💙
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I suck sorry. First Imagine for me hoped you liked my sucky writing..
-Gray-Money✌🏾️
