Broken

Chapter 38: Is This What You Want?

Hiccup

Once I left Astrid and told her to meet me at my dorm at four I headed down to get my things and meet James so we could head out since we have a free period all afternoon. On my way down I still got all those looks from girls flirting towards me even though they all knew I had a girlfriend and a good one in that matter which I never wanted to leave. I was almost there until my view got blocked. "Whoa watch what you're doing would you?" I half screamed and spoke to them.

"Sorry Hiccup but I need to speak with you," that wasn't until I found out that it was Jack. "Oh hey Jack I'm sort of meeting James right now maybe it can wait till later or tomorrow since I'm meeting Ally later as well," I told him my days life plan. I sighed in frustration and rolled his eyes towards me. "Sorry Jay if I have other plans not my fault alright," I argued at his remark. "Urgh forget about Astrid for at least one day please I need to talk to you and it really important you don't understand," I moaned at me.

We looked down deep into each other eyes, his being dark cold and making my blood run cold like someone just walked over my grave. "Jack listen I can't do this right now I promise that I'll come talk to you later that's a promise okay," I promised him. I slumped downwards and was about to say something until we heard this scream from down the hall shouting his name. We turned around to see Elsa, Roxy and Merida coming down the hall. "That's my queue to leave speak later Jack."

I was about to walk away leaving Jay with the devastated look on his face along with a splash of disgust when looking at the girls. But I got pulled back by the grasp of Merida. She wrapped her hand against my and held on tightly. "Merida let go I have to be somewhere and I'm not your boyfriend now let me go thanks," and I abruptly pushed her off my grasp. "Oh come Hiccup you know you love me, deep down you feel something and you know it," I could hear the serious and upset note she had to her voice. I tried ignoring it and carried on walking to meet James.

<later>

When me and James got back from the cafe I slumped myself down in exhaustion and carried on reading the book Ally gave me. That was just when someone knocked on the door. "Not me," I quickly said. James groaned and went and opened the door. "Hey is Hiccup here?" I recognised the voice straight away. I mean with that accent come on. I slammed the book down and walked to the door to see Merida standing there.

"What do you want Merida?" I said to her with a bit of an attitude to my voice. She barged past me and James and came into the dorm. "I figured that we could hang out like we used to just as mates you know," I slammed the door and then my eyes at Merida. "Well how nice I don't with you, now leave," I joked and ordered towards her. She rolled her eye so these two blue sapphire eyes were looking in my direction. "Come on Hiccup please." She begged towards me.

"What is it that you really want Merida?" I was getting fed up with her at the moment. "Hiccup you know what I want?" she sort of questioned me back. I slammed my eyes at her and argued "Haven't you got it into that thick head of yours yet, that I don't love you and I love Astrid geez you've got some issues girl," I laughed at her. James was getting tense I could by his body language. There was a sudden knock on the door, James ran to get it and walked outside.

"Merida please just go," I asked politely. "Please Hiccup you know deep down, deep down you know that you feel something but you just can't admit it," she came and traced her hands over me. I just stood there listening to what she had to say. What the hell am I doing? "Merida stop now," I told her. I grabbed hold if her hands and made her stop. Little though did I know that she turned and faced me deep in the eyes when I grabbed her hands. We were standing there her eyes gleaming at me while my eyes angered towards her.

"Is this what you want eh?!" I said to her. I pressed my lips against hers, she wrapped her arms around my neck and mine made its way around her waist. I think I got lost in the moment because then straight in the doorway Astrid stood.