All for Love

Chapter 1

Alyssa's Pov

Noong nalaman ko na 4 months pregnant ako, I decided to move here in US. No one knew about my pregnancy, not even my family nor my closest friends. Kilala ako sa Pilipinas because of volleyball and I was labeled as The Phenom. Alam kong magiging malaki na issue ang pagbubuntis ko, some will probably judge and bash me, and I will be a big disappointment to my family. Hindi ko kayang maging pabigat sa pamilya at mga kaibigan ko, so I left Philippines without a word. I had to sacrifice volleyball for the sake of my family; I had to sacrifice my dreams for the sake of the child Im bearing.

Labag man sa kalooban ko na umalis ng di nagpapa-alam sa mga taong mahal ko, pero kailangan kong gawin ang tama at makabubuti. Alam kong magagalit sila sa akin dahil bigla ko na lang silang iiwan. Pero sana balang araw maintindihan nila kung bakit kailangan ko silang iwan.

I was only 20 when I got pregnant so I wasn't able to finish my studies. I finished my studies here in US using the money I earned from endorsements and projects. Life here wasn't easy for me. I have to do all things for myself, nahihirapan akong alagaan ang sarili ko pero kinakaya ko para kay baby, para sa future niya.

God knows how happy I was when Cienne came to my life, sa kanya ako humuhugot ng lakas.

Cienne, I may not be the perfect mother but know that mommy loves you so much. And one day you'll understand that all I did was for you.

Kiefer's POV

*flashback*

Text message
From: My Phenom <3
I love you Kief and I will love you forever. I'll always be your phenom and your number 1 fan. Time will come na maiintindihan mo rin ako, sana.

To: My Phenom <3
Is there a problem babe?? You know you can tell me.

When I read Ly's text, iba ang nararamdaman ko. I know may problema siya pero di niya lang sinasabi sa akin. Di na siya nag reply, and I started getting worried. I tried to call her pero cannot be reached, I tried many times pero wala pa rin.

*riiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnngggggg* * riiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnngggggg*

Besh Ella calling..

Ella: "Hello Kief?"

Kiefer: "Oh besh napatawag ka?"

Ella: "Kief, nandyan ba si Ly sa condo mo? Pagdating kasi namin sa dorm wala na lahat ng gamit niya. Di naman siya nagpaalam sa amin."

Kiefer: "Tatawagan sana kita kasi cannot be reached si Ly. May message siya sa akin and I can tell na may problema siya the way she texted me."

Ella: "Sige Kief. I'll try calling Kim baka alam niya saan si Ly. Tawagan mo na lang sina Tito Ruel baka umuwi si Ly ng Batanggas. I'll update you na lang."

Kiefer: "Okay Ells I'll update you rin."

*end of call*

Ly please kung ano man ang problema mo, tell us so we can help you. Please Ly. Don't leave us, don't leave me.

*end of flashback*

That was Ly's last message to me before she left 4 years ago. Neither one of us know anong nangyari sa kanya, kung bakit bigla na lang siyang nawala, not even her family. Sobrang sakit ng ginawa niyang pang-iwan sa amin, sa akin. Di ko alam ang rason bakit bigla na lang siyang naglaho. Don't I deserve an explanation? The thought of her suddenly disappear, haunts me in my dreams every night. I tried to move on pero ang hirap. I've been to so many relationships pero hindi nagtatagal. Its unfair, kasi I can't reciprocate the love they give me. The love that I can only give to Alyssa.

Then I came to a realization na, enough na siguro ang 4 years na pagkakulong ko sa nakaraan, maybe it's time for me to move on and live the present, time for me to love myself first, time to give others a chance to be loved by me, and time forget Ly. 4 years na ang nakalipas Alyssa, I have to let go of the hope that one day soon you'll come back. It's time. I love you Ly, so much that it hurts. Goodbye.

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A/N: Pasensya na kayo kung mej boring ang chapter nato. Simula pa lang kasi kaya mej sabaw pa and intro pa po to.

Peace and Love!
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