Mine to Keep

Chapter 11

I unfortunately woke up again, due to the sun shining through the curtains. I turned to look at Ian and saw that of course he was still sleeping. He was snoring softly with his mouth open slightly. "How does he even look perfect sleeping?"

I started to lightly poke his face to see if he would wake up but he didn't even budge. I kissed his lips, still nothing. Then I started stroking his face and still no response. "Ugh, fine stay asleep."

I started to get up when I felt his arm around me tighten. "Don't get up yet." "No you want to stay in bed sleeping all day, you can do it by yourself." I tried to get up again only to be pulled back down. "I'm not sleeping. I just don't feel like getting up. Too comfortable."

"Wait you've been awake this whole time," I asked starting to blush and turned to look at him. He smirked," Yes, I have and if you wanted a kiss you could've just asked not waited until I was sleep." He opened his eyes and smiled.

"I was just trying to wake you up, I meant nothing by it," I said defiantly. "Mmmhmmm," he sat up and got out of the bed and stretched. I wanna lick those abs, I wonder what he tastes like. I thought staring at him.

"Be my guest. No objections. Do you want me to lay down or do prefer me standing?" I tilted my head confused. He laughed and said,"For when you lick my abs."

My mouth dropped in shock,"I said that out loud?" He nodded and started laughing at my now red face. "I mean like I said about the kissing all you have to do is ask," he winked and then headed into the bathroom.

I flopped down face down on the bed and screamed. "I can't believe I just said that out loud." Stupid mouth working when I don't want it to. I laid there screaming at myself, this time in my head when I heard him come back in the room so I turned to look at him. He was standing there with only a towel wrapped around his waist.

If I wanted to lick his abs when he was just stretching, now I definitely wanted to. He had water running down his chest and it just looked so lickable, especially since he has no chest hair. I watched one droplet of water run down from his chest down to the V in his hips into the towel and disappear.

I looked up at his face to see him standing there with his signature smirk on his face. "See something you like?"

"Yeah," I said without realizing it until I saw the smile on his face," I mean no. No, I don't see something I like or want to lick?"

"I never said anything about licking but I see that's still on your mind," he said laughing. I felt my face flush so I ran into the bathroom and locked the door. I could still hear him laughing on the other side of the door. I put my face in my face in my hands and slid down the door.

Will I ever stop embarrassing myself in front of him?

I got up and started to get ready.

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When I got done I looked out into the bedroom and he was gone. I walked out and realized I still had no clothes. We were gone almost all day yesterday and we didn't get me any clothes, just great. I guess I'm wearing his clothes again today.

I found the clothes I was kidnapped in- black tank top, blue jeggings, and my jacket- on a chair just washed the only missing was my underwear. Weird.

I went to his drawer and a pair of his boxers and then went into his closet and grabbed a red and black flannel. I put my outfit and his house shoes and went downstairs.

I found him sitting in the kitchen watching a tv I had never noticed before. I started to walk in but stop when I saw that he was watching the news and they were talking about the weather.

Hopefully they start talking about me. Get the word about me missing and start a search party. That way I would be keeping my promise about running away. It's not running away if I'm rescued.

Ian turned his head so quickly I thought it was going to break off his neck. "What did you say?" he said growling, his eyes turning dark.

Fuck I said that out loud . I started to back up and he raced toward me backing me up against the wall.

"What did you say," he said his eyes now pitch black. I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out.

"If you ever think like that again we'll have a problem. I told you that you are mine and I'm not letting you go, no matter what. I thought we were making progress this morning and last night," he said getting in my face," When will you get it through your thick skull that you aren't going anywhere. what you think that if they send out a search party, they'll find you?"

He bent over and started to laugh. I took that as a cue to leave and started to leave, but he grabbed my arms and slammed them into the wall.

" And where do you think you're going? Do really think they care that much about you to even think about searching for you. You mean nothing to them, nothing to anyone." He had a wicked gleam in eyes.

I felt my eyes begin to water and I looked down. "Are you done?" I felt my voice crack a little.

He released my arms but then whispered in my ear, " You can run, but you can't hide."

I ran up the stairs to his room, locking the door, and laying down on the bed.

If only I kept my mouth shut.