*Prologue*
He hugged me as he rubbed my back.
"It will get better. You got to be strong," he said.
I felt happy in his arms, like i could be like this with him forever. But...
Why was he hugging me? I'm just another fan. A worthless fan he may never see again. A fan who has a bad life, but not as bad as other fans he meets. I'm nothing special, so why should he care?
To him, i'm just another face he greets before leaving, repeating the same 'Stay Strong' and You are worth it' lies.
I place my hands on his chest and gently push him away gently, stepping away from his warm embrace.
The look on his face showed both confusion and hurt. Believe me, it hurt me, too.
"Avie?" Tony asked.
"Why are you wasting your time with me? Nothing you can say can help me, Tony. I'm just a lost cause," I said blankly.
"That's no-" he said, before i held my hand up to stop him, and then turning around, my back facing him as i leaned my head on a nearby post.
"Its never easy wearing a fake smile. The more you wear it, the more you feel like you're going insane. And then, one day, you just snap. Everyday i wake up, everyday i see that my heart is beating, i feel like i'm commiting the biggest sin ever in living," i admitted. "And all I want to do is break down on the ground and cry and cry until i just tear blood. I deserve to die," i said, muttering the last sentence under my breath so he wouldn't hear.
By now, tears were streaking down my face.
"I know its hard, but you can't take it on yourself. You are not to blame," Tony said.
"Then who is??" Ever sicne I lost my family, life has never been easy!! Its as if i was made to suffer as a kid!!" I snapped as i turned to face him.
But then i relax myself and sigh.
"Then again, I'm nothing special. Just another person with no guts to stand up for myself or even a bit of confidence. Nothing but an empty shelf. Nobody cares about me," i said.
"But i care," Tony said, sounding full honest. "And i want to help you."
I then notice tears beginning to form in his eyes. Oh god, i'm making him cry now! What is wrong with me!?
"You shouldn't care, Tony. I'm just another fan, so why should you?" i said, turning around again, trying not to see the sadness in his face.
"Just forget you ever met me, Tony Perry. You're life will be much easier if you do," i said, beginning to walk away, then breaking into a run after taking three steps forward.
"WAIT!!" Tony called out after me, but i kept running, not even looking back, as i ran out the venue.
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A little something i got planned for maybe December.
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