Not All Heroes Sing (Tony Perry Love Story)

*Chapter 16*

[Avie's POV]

I woke up and found myself in a familiar room. Everything felt sore.

'Great. You're alive. A failure once again.'

"Avie," a voice said, making me jump and realized someone held my hand.

I looked and recognized the tattooed hand and froze.

"Tony??" I asked.

"Hey," he said. "How do you feel??"

"Sore... Scared..." I admitted.

"Its gonna be okay. You're safe," he said.

I looked around and saw the rest of the band sleeping, among them was Macy and Matt.

Vic's arms were wrapped around Macy as they slept.

Awwww.

I soon recognized the room the room I've ended up in many times before, then looked down at my bandaged arms.

I then saw the tray of food on the table with a Dixie cup filled with two antidepressant pills.

Tears overflowed my eyes.

"Avie??" Tony asked.

"I just can't take it, Tony. I just want it to end so badly. I hate feeling this pain, I hate being afraid, I just want to be with my parents and Blake again. I just want to die, please, just let me die!! Please!!!" I sobbed hard as I was pulled into his embrace.

I can hear a heart monitor speeding up. A lot.

"Calm down, Avie. I'm here. Its okay," he said as he tried to calm me down.

"Please, I just wanna die," I cried into his chest.

All of a sudden, I feel Tony pulled away from me and I begin to panic.

"Tony!!" I screamed as I tried running towards him but two nurses pinned me to the bed, and I tried to break free.

"STOP!!!" I hear Matt shout.

Everyone froze and I realize everyone woke up.

Two nurses held Tony back.

"Let them go. Can't you see she's just scared?! He was trying to comfort her!!" Matt snapped.

The nurses let us go and Tony rushed back to my side where he was and held me protectively and i clung to him.

"We saw a heart acceleration at the nurse station. We thought she was going hysteric.

"Just scared. No need to worry," Macy said.

They nod. "But she still must eat her meal and take the antidepressant pills," one said.

I looked at the meal in horror.

I can't.... I just can't.... They can't make me....

"Alright, we'll try," Matt said as they left.