The Mask

Chapter 18 - We're Done, Amanda

Chapter 18 – We're Done, Amanda

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Ash's Pov

I went out of the room and suddenly realized that I didn't know this house.

Dammit! I don't even know where the bathroom is!

I sighed. I really want to rest right now.

So I started walking, clearly not knowing where to go and looked for a room where I can sleep.

I spotted some of Xander's pack members and they just kept their heads bowed down, not meeting my eyes and ran away from me as fast as possible.

I shook my head. Don't think about them. Don't think about them. You did what was right. You just can't let some slut touch your man.

I then saw what seems to be the living room. It was huge. But what caught my eyes was the red couch in the middle of the room in front of the television. It was welcoming me and I just wanted to sleep right there, right now, but frowned suddenly seeing that it was occupied by Xander's pack members. There were about ten to fifteen people inside the room but once they saw me, they looked at each other and left the room one by one until I was the only one inside the room.

I shrugged. At least I have the whole room for myself? And that I can finally sleep!

I turned off the lights, ran towards the couch and jumped, making me land on the soft cushion.

I sighed, my body relaxing.

And then, slept overtook me.

Xander's POV

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

Here I am, sitting on the floor, trying to gather all my thoughts on what just happened.

The room was partly destroyed, with broken plates on the floor, chairs broken and the faint scent of blood in the air.

This is all my fault.

Why did Amanda kiss me?

Why did I let her?

Have I not told her that we aren't a thing anymore? That my heart already belonged to someone else?

I can't believe I let Ash sit on the other side of the table, far from me.

I can't believe I let Amanda touch me and kiss me.

I can't believe I hurt Ash again.

I can't believe the look Ash gave me when she threw me and the four men holding her across the room. Those eyes full of pain and sadness.

I caused that pain.

Ugh, stupid! Why can't I make her happy for once? Ever since she arrived here, all I caused her was pain and sadness.

I so wanted to claim her already and let her be mine and mate with her and basically do the things mates are supposed to be doing.

But I can't. I don't want to force her into anything. And besides, now that she hates me again, she'll never make me claim her.