Patrick's POV
Plans, Wedding plans to be precise. In less then two weeks I will be the fifth person Peter Wentz will marry, but second husband.
Even when I would prefer a small wedding, Peter is a social man and everyone he knows is looking forward to the wedding. I can't be selfish, and not invite them.
"Patrick, are you okay? Do you want to continue later on?"
I looked up from the magazine at my wedding planner. "No please, Hayley let's just continue to get over with."
"Over with? That's not words I usually hear. Are you not happy that you getting married?"
"I am, it's just I don't really know what I want..."
She chuckled, "well that's why I'm here. I'm going to make your dream wedding come true. Peter loves you so much he said, he didn't care how much you spent. I've never seen him this happy especially when I planned all his other weddings."
"You planned his other marriages?"
She nodded, "Yeah sorry I shouldn't have said that... But is that what has you upset."
"No, it doesn't really matter anymore anyway... It's just I'm not the first person to marry Peter, what if it doesn't work out?"
"I see, your having cold feet. It's normal Patrick to feel that way, I mean your not the first one. I also know it will pass."
"Really?"
She smiled, "Yes. Besides your planning this all on your own just with my opinion. I think you need some of your own friends from home to give you advice. Tell me did you plan on inviting any of your friends or family to the wedding?"
I nodded, "I have, but I don't know... I haven't talked to them since I got here."
"Well call them, you should have people you know come to the wedding, or else you'll feel like a stranger. Anyway let's continue later, call me when your ready." I nodded and escorted her out the door.
Family? My parents never agreed on what I wanted. My sister and brother and better left out. My friends, I haven't heard from them in a while.
I don't fear getting married, I fear on making a mistake. I don't know if what I feel for Pete is love or attraction. It's a mixed feeling I can't ignore. He says he loves me, but for all I know he just wants to fool around. Pete is just a teenager...
"Patrick I'm home!"
I looked at Peter a little upset. He's making plan the wedding on my own and I don't think I can with everything going through my head.
"What's wrong?"
"You don't care how much I spent on the wedding. Yet I'm not quite sure of what I want... Peter I don't think I can plan an entire wedding on my own. Planning for a hundred people is hard."
He sat down and placed his arm around my waist. "Aw sorry to leave it all up to you. I've just been so busy. I'll take a day off and we can both decided okay?"
I nodded, "yeah, but it's not just that. I was thinking of inviting Andy to the wedding and possibly letting him stay here?"
"Patrick you don't have to ask for anything, this is your house. Anyway do you think if we invite Andy he'll bring his husband and twins along?"
"That's why I wanted to ask you you wouldn't mind if his family stayed here too right?"
"Not all its been a while since children ran around in this house. Invite them, and if I have to pay for their plane tickets tell me. I'll be more then happy."
His kisses are different then Pete's. More gentle and kind, reasons like this are why I liked Peter in the first place. It just didn't feel right kissing him after I have kissed his son.
