NERD (Niam) (boyxboy)

14

School was weird. I smiled a lot, which was new. I wasn't pushed or shoved once. Not once! I got to eat my lunch in peace...this just doesn't seem right. Something has to be up. Louis has barely looked at me, but he hasn't uttered a word either. Usually he would. I'm afraid another Brian situation is going to occur. Last time I felt this happy it was because I finally had a friend, and that obviously didn't end well. It hurt. 

I do still wonder if Liam is trying to do the same thing. Only, it will hurt more if he is because I'm beginning to really like him. Like, really like. I can't get hurt. Not again. 

The cold, night air was making my breathing come out in small puffs of smoke, my face numb from it as well. I wrapped myself up as much as I could but it's just never enough. It's fucking freezing and I hate that I'm practically forced to attend this shit that I don't give a fuck about. I really couldn't care less about the school's football team. I just don't care. This crap has literally nothing to do with me. I just do my work, stay quiet, read my books...What did I ever do to deserve this. 

My glasses keep getting fogged up and I tripped up the step, falling over in front of my whole year level and felt my face turn red as they all laughed. Ah, we're back. Humiliation at it's best. 

"How was your trip Neil?" I glared at the smirking prick and got up, walking up more steps to the back and sitting down, no one around me. Not new. I didn't care for being alone. I was so used to it, it's just normal for me. I'm used to no company. I can feel alone with all these people around me every day. It's just normal. 

The field was lit up by the gigantic lights that were just humongous when you stood beside them, the posts so wide and high you'd think they were touching the clouds. Everyone cheered as the school team ran out, getting in their little huddle as Louis spoke to them as though he was a teacher. I guess he's a good captain. But what do I know? 

The opposition came out and a much quieter cheer erupted as they got into their little huddle, their captain looking really serious and angry. Maybe he should go see a psychologist, it looks like he has some issues? 

I guess when I'm forced to do things I don't want to, I end up analysing people. This team captain has muscled arms and legs, a strong, prominent jaw that was hardened as he clenched his teeth. I think he doesn't like Louis for some reason. I wouldn't know why but they keep glancing at each other with some type of look. I don't know how I would explain it exactly. Maybe they had a falling out?

As the captains met in the middle with the ref, they refused to shake hands but shook the refs hand, glaring at each other as the ball was placed on the ground and the call of the coin toss was called. The opposing team won the toss and the match began. It was quite intense, a lot of misses and hits and shoves. They were playing dirty. 

I gasped as I felt presence next to me. 

"Hey Niall". I sighed in relief and smiled slightly. 

"Hi". 

"I saw your fall" Oh god. Oh no. How embarrassing. Why did he see it of all people!? "Are you okay?" 

Whoa, wait..Did he just ask if I'm okay? I'm feeling something. I don't know what it is though. I've never felt this before. I like it. 

"I'm okay, thank you". He flashed his beautiful smile to me and ran his hand through his hair. "I didn't expect to see you here". He frowned. 

"Why is that?" I shrugged and looked back to the field. 

"I guess I just didn't think you cared much about football or attendance". 

"Well, I do. But Louis is also my best friend so I am here to support him". It was almost very defensive and I cursed myself. I'm an idiot. 

"I didn't mean it like that. 'm sorry". Sometimes I forget that just because people aren't as into books and classes as I am that they still care about school and their grades. Plus I've never really had a friend so I didn't think about the fact that people like to go and support their friends in activities and sports. Louis got a free kick in front of the net and he scored, everyone but us jumping up and cheering. 

Louis ran next to the interchange bench and only then, as he held his hand out, smiling, did I notice Harry. He stood on the sidelines, sharing a look with Louis as they hi-fived and Louis smiled really widely, ready to get back out there. I could see they had a thing together. I don't know about anyone else but the way they look at each other made it obvious. The shared looks and little touches. It was just there right in front of you. As much as I didn't like Louis, I was jealous of what they had. I wanted it.

I want friends. I want love. I want to know what it feels to be so loved and cared for when it isn't from your mother. 

"I'm really excited for our date tomorrow night". Liam subtly grabbed my hand and enveloped my small one in his large one, checking that no one was looking. I blushed and felt warmth run through me. His deep, husky voice even gave me warmth. "I have so much planned". 

"What kind of attire should I wear?" He hummed and gently ran his hand along my waist, leaning towards me and his breath brushed my ear, making me shiver. 

"Just be you". The siren went and everyone cheered, jumping up and screaming. Liam's hold left me and I sighed, back in reality. Liam was gone when I looked to me side and felt disappointed as everyone began to make their way down the stairs out of the stand. I slowly followed, shoving my hands in my jacket pockets, trying to get warm as the cold breeze rushed around me.

I missed Liam's warmth as I made my way to the car park, getting ready for the cold walk I was going to have. I was not looking forward to it at all. I wished I could drive but I'm grateful for all I have. I can dream though. I think.

"Niall! What are you doing? It's freezing!" I looked to my side to see Liam in his big, shiny range rover, his window rolled down. "Get in the car". I shook my head. 

"No it's okay I can walk". 

"Niall please, I don't want you to get sick". He drove at slow pace, beside me to stay with my walking pace. "Please Niall, I care about you". I stopped and looked at him, a pleading look taking over his eyes. It is freezing, so why not? I think I'll benefit getting a lift rather than walking. 

I hope.

I walked to his car and opened the door, getting in as he put the window up and turned up the heat, and boy, was it good. 

The drive was silent, and warm, which was amazing. Liam pulled into my driveway and I undid my seatbelt. 

"Thank you Liam, it means a lot that you gave me a lift". He smiled and undid his seatbelt, turning his body to face me. 

"Of course Niall". I looked down and blushed, fiddling with my fingers. His fingers were on my chin, tilting my head up to face him and ran his hand around to the back of my neck, pulling me closer to him so our lips were mere inches from each other. I could feel his breath mixing with mine as he examined my face, and I closed my eyes, enjoying the presence. It was nice. I liked it. I loved it. "I'm not going to kiss you" I opened my eyes and looked at him as he backed away, slowly running his fingers along my face as he did so. "It wouldn't be right since it's tomorrow that is our date". I moved back and nodded. "I'll see you tomorrow Niall" I smiled and blushed, again. 

"Bye Liam". I got out of the car, walking into the warm house and resting my head lightly on the door, smiling. For the first time in a long time. 

I was smiling. 

I feel happy.

I just hope it doesn't end anytime soon. 

Because I really like this feeling. 

It's nice.

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