NERD (Niam) (boyxboy)

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School was weird yesterday.

Not many people acknowledged me.

Is it because Liam threatened anyone that hurts me?

Is it because my brother just got out?

What is it?

Liam didn't really leave my side whenever he could be with me. Unless we went to class then he was stuck next to me.

He walked me to class and kissed me goodbye, hugging me and telling me how much he'll miss me.

It's cute, really.

But the stares bother me.

I do love to have his hand in mine, the feeling is amazing. I feel warm.

Until he's gone.

Some people have been throwing paper balls at me. Some are tripping me. Some are even whispering insults.

It's annoying, but it's not bothering me too much. I'm too happy to be bothered.

The teachers turn a blind eye, which isn't new.

I just don't care.

Liam said that his parents are going to Australia for a week or so to manage their business after our exams.

I think he's planning something.

He looks very smug whenever it's mentioned and it's making me very nervous.

I also need a damn scholarship or I won't get into university.

I really am looking at being a doctor.

I love helping people. It makes me feel so good about myself.

I'm pretty sure Liam wants to be a professional basketball player. He's close to it though.

Apparently someone from University College London was at the finals and was very impressed by Liam's performance. They basically made him a almost you're in if you want it promise.

I'm hoping I can get a scholarship there and we can be there together.

But what if I don't study enough? What if they don't like me? What if I fail?

"Ni?" I turn to my side and rest my head on his chest as he gently traces along my cheek, wrapping his arm around me. "What are you thinking about?" I let out a small breath and sigh lightly, tracing gently along his chest.

"Uni stuff".

"Are you stressing?" He traces along my cheek as I look up to him slightly.

"Kind of". He grabs my chin lightly and tilts my head up so his lips can meet mine in a chaste kiss.

"What are you stressing about?"

"Grades, scholarship, what uni i'll get into....if I'll get to be with you.." He frowned.

"Ni, why are you stressing about that stuff? It's nothing to be so worried about". I frowned at him.

"What? The fact that I may not get good grades? How that will depend on my future? How a scholarship is the only way I can get into University because I can't afford it any other way? Being away from my boyfriend for who knows how long not seeing him for days or even weeks at a time because we're in different places with too much study and classes to see each other? How can I not worry about all that Liam? How is that not important?"

I let out a small huff and shook my head, lying down beside him.

"I can help you get into a Uni, my dad can put in a wor-"

"Fuck Liam! You don't get it do you!?" I sit up to face him and his shocked expression. "I'm not a fucking charity case! I never have been! Stop trying to get me to calm down with your wealthy family and fucking loads of money! I don't need your fucking help to get into a school!". He sits up slightly and his frown deepens. "I'm sorry I just don't like when people treat me like a pathetic poor person who needs help with everything".

"I'm sorry. I don't mean to...I just don't like to see you stressed or upset and I don't know how to help.." I shake my head and crawl to sit on his lap, my legs on either side of him.

"All you need to do is comfort me. I don't need your money to calm me down Liam. I just need you". He presses his lips to mine lightly and I wrap my arms around his neck, trying to close the space between us as he shoves his tongue through my lips. I smile along with him and he kisses down my jaw, tilting my head back to give him more access to my neck.

I groan as he nips at me, sucking and licking over the fresh sore, grazing his teeth over it lightly and I move my hips, making him groan as our members brush. Fuck I love when he wears sweats without his briefs.

He slides his hands around my brief covered ass, squeezing and pushing my hips down to brush together. I groan as he repositions me so my ass is over his erect member and I moan at the feeling.

"I love you". I look down at him and kiss him again, moving my ass back and forth over him and hardening with each passing second.

"I love you so fucking much...god!" Liam grunts and shifts. "You're going to make me cum....jesus Niall". Liam shuddered and fell back as I finished off myself, gently lying on top of him while we try catch our breaths.

I rest my head on his chest, gently tracing as he kisses my forehead.

"Ni?"

"Hmm?" He smiles as I look up to him and caresses my cheek in his left hand, gently rubbing his thumb back and forth.

"I don't know what I would do without you". I feel a blush creeping up my cheeks and he chuckles. "I love you so much and I'm just as terrified that we won't be together at Uni". I look up and kiss him gently.

"I think we should shower".

"Might as well do that together, save water". He winks and I chuckle, lightly hitting him on his chest.

"Idiot". He raises his eyebrows.

"I'm an idiot!?" I nod. "Oh I'm an idiot!?"

"Yes!" He jumps up and flips me onto my back, pinning my arms above my head.

"Well then I must be your idiot".

"Now you're a sap". He playfully growls and begins to tickle me. "Sap stop it!!!" He shakes his head and gets up, pulling me with him.

"Let's shower baby". I nod and he smiles as he pulls me gently towards the bathroom, turning the water on.

I know I just called him the sap...

But fuck I love this boy

He's my safe haven.

He's my rock and I'm the paper.

He's my world.

My whole fucking world.

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