NERD (Niam) (boyxboy)

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Niall's POV

Everything hurts.

I'm not sure why, I can't really remember exactly what had happened..

I just know I was hurt...pretty badly too.

I think it was Louis.

I remember him at my front door and him pulling me from the house and then nothing.

Liam's words were so cute, so heartwarming, so caring. I couldn't help feeling guilty for not saying yes to him.

I can't believe I had the audacity to hurt someone.

After all the hurt I've had in my life, how could I hurt someone else?

The smile he had on his face when I told him I wanted to be his boyfriend was the best thing I've ever seen. 

The only things I'm bummed about is that I'm in pain, and, I have to miss school. 

I was supposed to make mum feel proud and attend even when I'm ill but I apparently can't and no one will let me. So not fair. 

Liam hasn't left my side since last night, as much as the nurses insisted him to go home. He just wouldn't leave. He slept holding my hand, sitting in the - probably - very uncomfortable chair with his head rested on the side of the bed. 

I didn't sleep much, once the pain killers wore off in the early hours of the morning, I couldn't sleep anymore, so, I just watched Liam sleep. 

I know that sounds so creepy, like Edward Cullen creepy, but let's face it, I'm in a flipping hospital. There really isn't much to do when you're glued to a hospital bed. Am I right?

Mum came in with a small smile, a nurse following and asking to check my blood pressure, chest, ribs and shoulder. I winced and hissed as I had to sit up for her to place the stethoscope on my back.

The cold metal made me flinch and she laughed lightly, apologising and asking me to attempt to take deep breaths. 

My ribs hurt more than anything and I didn't feel anything else really.

They say you only feel one pain at once and it's probably the most painful thing...So it must be bad. 

She lightly lifted my arm and softly pressed in my side, not really hurting me at all. I took a deep breath as she placed the wrap around my arm, the stupidly irritating thing tightening and making me groan. I fucking hate these things. They make your arm feel like they are going to break it and you can do nothing but pout.

Liam frowned and sat up, making his hands into fists and rubbing his eyes. I smiled at how cute he looked and our eyes met as he opened them. 

"Okay Niall, you can go home now but bed rest for a week and a bit, okay?" I glared at her. 

"He will be Miss". Liam smiled as he looked up and I turned to glare at him. 

"Yes you will be". Mum grinned and I rolled my eyes. Great, everyone ganging up on me. 

I hate being stuck in my room, at home. 

I can't even play my guitar with this stupid sling rule. 

How would I read a book?

How am I going to shower? Oh my god I have to get sponge bathed. No. No no no no no. 

The horror. 

The embarrassment. 

This can't happen. 

I'll figure out a way. I will. I can. 

"Niall, here are some clothes, go put them on and I'll sign the discharge papers". I nodded as mum handed me a bag and slowly sat up, wincing as I stood. Liam ran around to my side, carefully wrapping his arm around my waist and helping me stand. I smiled at the warm feeling that engulfed me and hummed in happiness. I could get used to this. 

"Thanks". He nodded and helped me over to the toilet.

"You need help getting dressed or will you be okay?" 

I blushed and thought about how I can't even walk. Will I be able to dress myself? 

How embarrassing. 

"Could you..." I looked down and huffed. "I might need some help". He grinned and nodded, opening the door and locking it behind us. I slowly removed the sling, making sure to keep my arm in the same position as Liam helped me remove the hospital gown. I blushed and felt goosebumps cover my arms as the cold air made me shiver. He slowly placed my arm in the sleeve of the t-shirt mum had gotten me and assisted in placing it over my head and shoving my good arm through the other side. He grabbed trackies from the bag and I blushed even deeper, knowing full well my face would be darker than a tomato. 

"Are you okay, do you need to lean on something or-" I lifted a leg and almost fell on my ass before Liam grabbed my good arm and helped me stabilise. "Guess that's a yes". He chuckled and I huffed. Why does all of these injuries involve embarrassing moments? And it's only the beginning. 

He grabbed the hoodie and placed my glasses on the side, putting my good arm through one sleeve and placing my head through the hole. We didn't put my bad arm through because that would definitely involve stretching and I'm way too scared to try. 

He placed my glasses back on my face, his bright smile all I could see before he kissed me softly and I smiled.

"You're my boyfriend". He carefully grabbed my waist and took my bottom lip between his as he smiled as well. I used my good arm to pull at his hair and he groaned, leaning his forehead against mine. 

"That I am". I placed my cap on and he helped me leave the room, mum waiting for us.

"No wonder you took so long". I blushed, again, and rolled my eyes.

"Mum seriously I needed help". She waved her hand at me and I groaned as Liam helped me walk. 

"I'll take him home Maura, you go do things you need to do". 

"Thank you Liam I really appreciate that, I do need to go shopping". He nodded and guided me to the car park as mum went the opposite way. I was kind of glad he offered because I knew I wouldn't see him as often since I'm apparently going to be bed bound for over a week. Great. 

He opened the door for me and helped me get in the car, pulling my seat belt on and making his way to the drivers side to get in. 

He turned the heater on and started the car, beginning to leave the carpark. 

"I thought I'd take you to get some lunch before you're stuck in bed for a week, but shh it's a secret okay?" I nodded, liking him even more if it's even possible. Food sounds amazing. "I hope you like Italian". 

The drive was silent, but that's okay. 

I was with Liam. 

My boyfriend. 

Mine.

I feel so lucky, as much pain as I'm in, Liam is my boyfriend and I don't think I could ask for anything better. 

He's my first kiss, first make out, first boyfriend...

The date he took me on was the most beautiful thing I've ever experienced. 

I'm so happy. 

Nothing can change it.

I hope...

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HIII

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