NERD (Niam) (boyxboy)

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It's hard to think that all this started from one simple person.

One person that I used to look up to.

I've been hiding for five days because of this person.

I've avoided my friends, my boyfriend.

I told mum to go back to Ireland for a bit...She made me promise I would stay indoors and not talk to or communicate with anyone. I just wanted her to get away, so I agreed.

I watched as Liam desperately banged on the doors and windows, calling out my name and cried as I watched him walk away.

I miss him so much. I miss his touch, his scent, his warmth.

That's how I ended up at the basketball final.

I made sure to wear stuff that wouldn't help in noticing me, hiding behind the stands and watching as Liam played his heart out.

Harry was also doing unbelievably well and I looked to see a wonderful form of fond covering Louis' face.

The moment Liam spotted me, I had panic fill me as he threw the ball, sending me a wink and the whoosh of net echoed. I rushed out the gym, not wanting to risk being seen and began the walk home, not wanting to go to the cold and empty house...but I have no other choice, right?

I just have to suck it up.

"Niall?"

Fuck.

"Niall please stop!" I'm pulled back and look up to Liam's worried expression. "Oh Niall". He pulls me into his chest, wrapping his arms around me. "I'm so sorry". He held me for a few more seconds and stepped back. "I'll take you home".

I don't know why I panicked so much.

I don't know how I started crying

The thought of going home made me break down.

I clung to Liam's clothes as if it was my only safe place and shoved my face in his chest.

"No. I can't go home....please don't take me home.....Not there I can't....No".

"Shh okay Niall it's okay". He ran his fingers through my hair. "I'll take you to my house I won't take you home". I nod and he pulls me to his car, opening the door and helping me in, closing the door and getting in himself.

I don't talk, just calm myself from crying and take deep breaths.

Liam gently placed his hand on my lower back and led me inside, notifying his mum that I would be staying over and receiving a "Use Protection" in return, making me blush.

I sat on his bed, watching him throw his stuff away and pulling off his basketball top, leaving him in just his shorts. Holy mother of god.

"Why weren't you there? Why didn't you answer the door? Why didn't you come to school? Why?" He sat next to me and I looked down. "I heard the news".

"He shouldn't be let out. Who cares that he's been 'good'? He wasn't the day he killed all those people! He killed people! He killed your sister! Louis' brother! I don't get it! Why did he have to do that!? How can people possibly believe he can be let out on good fucking behaviour!? He took their entire lives! He should've gotten life! I don't want to see him. He ruined my life. He fucked it up. He's the reason everyone hates me! I'm s-"

"Niall!" I look up at him and he has tears running down his face, moving his hand to cup my cheek and leaning his forehead against mine. "I don't hate you". He pushes his lips to mine and I gasp at the force, making him shove his tongue in my mouth and moving his other hand to my hair and pulling. He smirks and gently pushes me back to lie down, hovering over me and pushing my jumper and t-shirt up, making me shiver from his touch.

I clench his hair and push my hips up to meet his, making him groan. He pushes my jumper and t-shirt up, I lift my head to assist in removing the clothing and he throws it away, kissing down my neck, moving to my collar bone to bite and nip, making me moan. He runs his fingers up my chest, pinching my nipple and moving to suck the other one. I slide my hands down his back, shoving them under his waistband and taking his ass in my hands, squeezing, making him push his hips down to grind against mine.

"I'm going to make you forget everything baby". He kisses down my stomach, undoing the button on my shorts and moving back up to kiss me, shoving his hand down my briefs to grab my d!ck, making me moan into his mouth.

"Please". He squeezes me and I gasp.

"What do you want me to do baby". He kisses down my jaw to my neck.

"Fuck me". He pulls back and smirks, leaning over to his bedside table and pulling the draw open. I watch him with thirst, the muscles of his back stretching in the most sexy way possible and coming back over with lube and a condom.

"As you wish". He kisses me again, pushing my shorts down and grinding his hips down on mine. I push his basketball shorts down along with his briefs and he springs free, making me moan and pull him down to kiss him again. He pushes my briefs off and I kick them away, as he kicks his away, leaning back over me and opening the bottle of lube and smothering it over his fingers. He leans over me and kisses down my neck as he circles my hole with one of his fingers, gently pushing in and making me wince.

He moves it in and out, swirling around a little and I begin to moan at the feeling, giving him reason to add another finger. I ended up a writhing mess as he swirled three of his fingers around, arching my back every time he hit the spot that made me light headed.

"Just shove yourself in me already!" He sat up and stared at me for a second before rolling on the condom and slicking it up with lube.

He leaned over me, running his fingers along my cheek and looking into my eyes, resting his forehead against mine as he gently pushed himself in. I winced at the pain and hissed, a worried frown coming to his face and I shook my head, taking his face in my hands and pulling him in so I can kiss him, getting used to the feeling of him.

I moved my hips to tell him he can start to move and he did, beginning slowly and working his speed up with each thrust. I moaned and bit on his shoulder as he hit my prostate, causing him to groan and move faster.

"FUCK!" He sped up, making small grunts leave my lips as the bed squeaked.

"I'm going to..." I moaned and came out in spurts over our chests, Liam not long after following suit and lying on me, both of us breathing heavily, sweat covering our bodies. He removed himself from me and I winced at the emptiness. He rolled off of me, pulling the condom off and throwing it away, pulling me lightly to the top of the bed and walking to his ensuite, returning with a wet cloth.

He lay beside me, pushing my hair away from my face and wiping gently at the mess we made, cleaning himself and pulling the sheet over us, pulling me up to wrap his arm around me. He played with my hair as I rested my head on his chest.

"I love you".

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oop who said that!? ;)

quick note......

1. I fucking hate those stories where you read all those 20+ chapters and then it ends as "It was all a dream" Like fuck you you're playing with fucking emotions here!

2. NIALLS FUCKING SONG IS THE BEST THING IVE EVER FUCKING HEARD WTF WHERE DID THAT EVEN COME FROM FUCKING RISE NIALL SHOVE YOUR SUCCESS DOWN SATAN COWELLS THROAT

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