NERD (Niam) (boyxboy)

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Liam's POV

"My answer is..."

He stopped talking and a frown formed on his face. 

"Niall?" he shook his head.

"I'm sorry". He opened the door and ran inside, not looking back at me. 

Ouch.

Did I do something wrong?

Was it a shitty date? 

He doesn't like me?

I tried so hard to make tonight special and I just got stabbed in the heart. 

I drove away in rage, not fully feeling pain just as yet. I'm angry. 

Why would he get my hopes up like that?

I thought he trusted me, he kissed me.

He said he had a good time. 

What changed? 

I slammed my car door and stomped inside, kicking my shoes off and slamming the front door. 

I didn't want to talk to anyone, so when mum called my name, I ignored her and ran upstairs to my room. 

I don't really know why I'm so angry, but it's pulsing through my veins and I need to get my frustrations out. I changed into shorts and a t-shirt, pulling on my runners and going to our gym. I wrapped my hands up and began to punch at the punching bag.

The tenseness in my body is full on and I feel it slowly resolving with each punch I make.

I can't believe he acted like he liked me so much that long, and then turned me down. How could he do that? 

I thought he was a better person. 

He even kissed me last week. 

He seemed to be having a good time, why would he pretend?

Why would he hurt me?

He would know what it feels like to be hurt. Why would he hurt someone else?

Maybe he is just like his brother. 

Okay, that just made my anger increase again. Great. 

I've definitely hurt my hands. 

I thought tonight was going to be the best ever. I really thought he would say yes. I still want to hold him and kiss him, touch him. Why didn't he say yes? Why does it hurt so much? I haven't had this sort of hurt before. When I dated those girls, at first, I was still trying to figure myself out. Then it was to cover it all up that I'm...That I like boys. 

I guess I've always really known. I was sure when I was ten and I met Zayn. Boy was he sexy. I know I was young but I guess I was developing early? Then within a year, he was gone. Louis had only had him for eight years but he felt Zayn was his real brother. He grew up with him. Zayn protected and defended Louis as much as he could. Then he was just gone. Louis broke. Harry has done so much to help him though and he's gotten a little better, you could say. 

"Liam!!!" Harry and Louis came running in, wide smiles plastered on their faces. "We came to see how your awesomely romantic date went!" Harry was so cheery as Louis' smile was really wide. "Did he like our cake!?" I shook my head and sat down, watching their expressions change very quickly. 

"What did he do?" 

"Louis!" Harry hissed at him. 

"What was wrong with our cake?" I let out a bitter laugh at Harry's innocence and sighed. 

"It wasn't the cake". Harry sat beside me on the bench and Louis sat on the other side of me. 

"Okay..." I could tell Louis knew. He could sense it. Harry-god love him-is too innocent to think the worst. But Louis can tell when I'm hurt. We just know. 

"What did he do Liam?" His tone wasn't so much threatening, to me anyway, just demanding. You can tell he's ready to go. 

"I thought he had a really good time. He said he did. He was smiling when I kissed him...He even kissed me back. He was supposed to say yes". I sniffled and ran my hands over my face, trying to rid of the tears. 

"He said no?" Harry-being Harry-didn't understand. But that was okay, because I didn't either. 

"I'll kill him" Louis fumed as he jumped up and tried to bolt but Harry beat him to it and grabbed him. 

"No Lou". Louis struggled in his hold but Harry held on. 

"First Zayn and now Liam!? Haz I have to do something!" Harry turned Louis around and took his face in his hands. 

"Lou, you're better than that. You know he didn't do anything to Zayn". He held Louis and turned to me. 

"Li, I don't know why he didn't say yes, but there has to be a valid reason. Just leave it until Monday. Maybe he needed time or...I just don't know Li but I can tell he does really like you". 

For someone who is so innocent and clueless, I never knew he could be so wise. I guess I did know but being Harry, it's easy to forget. He let go of Louis and came back over to me, sitting down and wrapping his arm around my shoulders. 

"He'll come around Li, I mean, who wouldn't like you!?" I chuckled. 

"Thanks Haz". 

"So, he liked the cake?" I cracked up, his goofy grin widening. 

"Yes, he loved it...he was moaning..." He raised his eyebrows. 

"Moaning!?" I nodded. "I must be good!" I nudged him with my elbow and shook my head. 

"It was delicious". 

"Where's Louis?" I looked up and scanned the room, with no sign of him anywhere. Harry shot up and ran out the room. I followed and saw mum. "Have you seen Lou?" She nodded and frowned at Harry. 

"Yeah, he said he had to go and ran out?" Harry looked at me and I ran upstairs, grabbing my car keys and running out, Harry following. 

I sped from the driveway, Harry's car now gone as Louis took it. 

"He's gone to Niall's house Li". I didn't give a fuck about speeding or getting a fine or losing my licence.  I can't stand the thought of Niall getting hurt. Harry had a really strong grip on the door handle, as if gripping for his life. I felt bad, but I can't slow down. 

I pulled up to his house and saw Niall on the ground on the front lawn, Louis pulling him up by his t-shirt and yelling in his face, punching him again. Harry jumped out and ran over as I followed. 

"Louis stop!" Harry tried to grab him and pull him away but failed as Louis kept throwing punches. 

"He hurt Liam and he took Zayn!" I looked to Niall and saw he was completely unconscious, his glasses broken and in the grass, Louis still hitting his still body. 

"Louis please stop! You're hurting me! Louis it's hurting me!" He looked up and dropped Niall, making me run over and holding him in my arms. 

Why did Louis do this?

Why did he hurt Niall this bad?

I hate him.

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