Forgotten Child

Fifth Chapter

"Isa akong pvta."

"H-Ha?" Napatitig ako sa kanya ng bigla niya iyong sabihin.

"A fvcking whore, a slvt, a bitch," sunod-sunod niyang sabi bago ako tignang muli with those lifeless eyes. "Pvta. Isa. Akong," she smiles while tilting her head to the side. "Pvta."

Napakagat-labi lang ako dahil hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko.

"Daughter," she snorts. "Wala ako nun. Wala na ako nun. Hindi ko kailangan 'yun. Hindi ako pwedeng magkaroon nun."

Napakuyom-palad ako. "Pero nagkaroon ka, at ako iyon. Nawalan ka man, pero nandito na ako ngayon."

P-Please, wag mo po akong i-deny...

She glares at me. "Are you fvcking with me? How many times do you want me to tell you that I do not have a fvcking daughter?"

"But I am here! And how many times do I have to tell you too that I am your daughter?"

"Fvck you!" sigaw niya bigla sa'kin at tsaka siya nag-lean in. "Hindi ka ba nakikinig sa'kin? Hindi mo ba naintindihan ang mga sinabi ko kanina lang? I. Killed. Her. Pinatay ko ang sarili kong anak!"

"I don't believe you! How can I?" My tears are on the verge of falling. "How can you still say that you killed me if I'm breathing in front of you and even talking back at you?"

She faltered, and I saw how her eyes followed the first tear that fell on my cheek. "Y-You're crying. W-Why are you crying?" Her face is worried now. "Did I make you cry? Did I h-hurt you? Ha! HAHAHA!" she laughs, sitting back again. "What? Do you expect me to say sorry? Do you? Do you? Haha! I," she stands up and leans again. "Violet Kizon, will say sorry to a fvcking, self-pitying, little girl?"

She laughs hysterically.

I scoffs lightly. "A third of me, yes. I was hoping that you'll say 'sorry,' but the majority of me knows that you won't," I shook my head. "You keep on saying that you killed me, why? What exactly did you do to make you think that you killed your own daughter?"

She stops laughing and went back to her seat. She giggles before beginning to talk. "Like what I just said, I'm a fvcking bitch and I'm proud of it," her smile widens. "While Syl was busy doing his shits, I was bored. Oh, so, so bored and horny too." She licks her lower lip. "So I decided to pleasure myself, hihi," she giggles like a teenager. "Syl was my life, my man, my everything... but he started to neglect me, and I was a needy woman," she whispers as if someone is here in the room besides the two of us.

Syl? As in, Sylvester Theo Travis?

With just that, I got where this is going.

"You cheated on him," I stated.

"Ah!" she looks shocked then shakes her head. "No, no, no, no. I distracted myself. My love was busy and I understood that, so I kept myself busy. Don't look at me like that!" she shouted at me like I was accusing her. "I did him a favor! I didn't want him to worry about me."

"That's why you begun sleeping with other men," I muttered.

She shrugs. "I didn't want him to get distracted from making her life miserable, so yes, I did."

"Her? Who is her?" I asked.

Her smile vanished and she sneered. "Mackenzie fvcking Ayala."

I gasped in surprise.

Si tita Zie?

"W-Why? What did she have to do with anything?"

She tilts her head. "Why, of course, everything! My Syl married that bitch in order to get her money so we could be the richest family in the whole country! But that slvt escaped death and came back hunting after us."

Wait, what?

I cannot believe what I'm hearing right now. I mean, I already knew that tita Zie and that Sylvester Travis were once married, but this? They tried to kill her?

Anong... anong klaseng nakaraan ang meron sa kanila with tita Zie?

She rolls her eyes. "Enough of that slvt," she adjusted her sitting position. "Anyway, I fvcked with other men," she shares with a huge smile. "And ohh, that was soo fun! I'm not quite sure how many dicks inserted my pvssy but who cares? I know it's not me. I wasn't even counting! Hahaha," she sighs delightfully. "All I know was, they gave me what I was looking for. Mmm," she licks her lips, closes her eyes — remembering that time of her life — and begins to pant. "Those, ah, sweet moments, mmm..."

I looked away from her. She's on her own world, like what Doctora told me on the way here.

"Every time Violet remembers something, she would close her eyes and feel every moment of it. It's like she's on that time period again. It's going to be awkward in your part but just bear with it."

"O," she said that made me turn by head back to her. Her pupils are dilated now as she keeps on biting her lower lip. "Those men," she licks it and smiles sexily. "They gave me the O," she giggles excitedly. "Lots, and lots, and lots of O," she looks up and sighs dreamily. "Every time I fvck, I always get it. Mmm," she moans again before looking at me. "And we didn't use any protection." Her face registered a shock and she looks around. "Shhh, don't tell anyone," she whispers urgently. "Those dicks that I tasted? Hihihi, they all came inside me and they felt sooo good. Shhhh, don't say it to anyone, okay?"

Napatanga lang ako sa mga sinabi niya. Hindi ko namalayang, naiyak na pala ako.

I thought, talking to her will make me happy. I thought, since she is my mother that she could help me find my father. And yet, I was wrong.

Watching her right now, giggling to herself and being proud to what she had done hurts me.

Is that it huh? I asked bitterly to myself. Not only forgotten, but also, I'm a bastard. Made from stolen, sinful moments.

"And here comes the good part!" pagpapatuloy niya. "The moment I found out that I was pregnant?" Her eyes widens in excitement. "I left and told my love, Syl, that I was going on a vacation. You know, to cover up that a pest was growing inside me. And my love, of course, didn't hesitate to give me his 'okay,' and even gave me money to spend! That's how much he loves me, hihihi. Little did he know that a menace was starting to live inside my sexy body."

N-No... please...

I started crying heavily as I covered my ears.

"No," I muttered. "Please, s-stop."

But she didn't.

"And as soon as I got to my 'vacation' place," she continues, her voice is getting louder. "I decided to —"

"No!"

"Keep my baby," her voice softens. My eyes opened and I looked at her.

"W-What?"

She's looking down her tummy and I saw how tears are falling down on her white dress.

"I kept my baby," she sniffs. "I-I thought of having someone who would love me unconditionally and I just knew t-that it was going to be my baby, that's why I took care of her while she was inside me. I loved her. I loved my unborn child," she cries. "I took vitamins, went to the doctor, found out that I was going to have a daughter. I was so happy, so, so happy."

"M-Mam —"

"But that fvcking pest hurt me after those months I cared for her," her voice changed and now it's full of hatred.

"B-But — that was a p-part of the pregnancy! That meant y-you were on labo —"

"NO!" she shouted as she stood up, glaring at me. "That fvcking bitch hurt me so I made her pay!"

I felt like I lost my soul after hearing my own mother said that about me.

"W-What... did you... d ―"

She gritted her teeth as she cuts me off.

"I forcefully took her out of me and threw her in the trash!"