Best Friends Forever

Chapter 152: Girls Night In

Ashley's POV:

Raw goes off the air and the divas are heading to the bus loading area. Vanessa invites twelve divas on her bus. We take the bus to the airport where John's jet awaits us! We land at LAX and it's crazy! An hour later, we're at Vanessa's house in California for a girls night in. We start the night with Truth or Dare. After the game, Vanessa goes to the studio.

Matt's POV:

I'm in Cameron with my brother thinking about Vanessa.

Vanessa's POV:

I'm in the studio thinking of a song and I sing it.

I'm a stranger to some
And a vision to none
I can never get enough,
Get enough of the one
For a fortune i'd quit
But it's hard to admit
How it ends and begins
On my face is a map of the world
A map of the world
On my face is a map of the world
A map of the world
From yesterday, it's coming!
From yesterday, the fear!
From yesterday, it calls me
But I don't want to read the message here
On a mountain I sit, not of gold but of shit
Through the blood I can look, see the lives that I took
From council of one
I'll decide when she's done with the innocent
On my face is a map of the world
A map of the world
On my face is a map of the world
A map of the world
From yesterday, it's coming!
From yesterday, the fear!
From yesterday, it calls me
But I don't want to read the message
I don't want to read the message
Don't want to read the message here
On my face is a map of the world
From yesterday, it's coming!
From yesterday, the fear!
From yesterday, it calls me
But I don't want to read the message here
From yesterday,
From yesterday,
From yesterday, the fear
From yesterday,
From yesterday
But I don't want to read the message
But I don't want to read the message
But I don't want to read the message here

After I save the song and rejoin the divas, we think about an object and what it symbolizes. I look at the engagement ring on my finger and it symbolizes Dean. I race back to the studio and I log on to my Instagram. I post a video saying how much Dean means to me. I get into the booth and I sing a song.
Can't blame you for thinking
That you never really knew me at all
I tried to deny you
But nothing ever made me feel so wrong
I thought I was protecting you
From everything that I go through
But I know that we got lost along the way
Here I am with all my heart
I hope you understand
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make
That mistake again
You brought me closer
To who I really am
Come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me
What you mean to me
Just know that I'm sorry
I never wanted to make you feel so small
Our story is just beginning
But let the truth break down these wall
And every time I think of you
I think of how you pushed me through
And show me how much better I could be
Here I am with all my heart
I hope you understand
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make
That mistake again
You brought me closer
To who I really am
Come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me
You make me feel like I'm myself
Instead of being someone else
I wanna live that every day
You say what no one else was saying
You know exactly how to get to me
You know it's what I need
It's what I need yeah
Here I am with all my heart
I hope you understand
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make that mistake again
You brought me closer
To who I really am
So come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me
What you mean to me
After that song gets saved, I sing another powerful song.
Ooh hey, yeah
Hush, just stop
There's nothing you can do or say, baby
I've had enough
I'm not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I'm
Stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My loneliness ain't killing me no more
I'm stronger
That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn't really care 'bout me
You might think that I can't take it, but you're wrong
'Cause now I'm
Stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My loneliness ain't killing me no more
I'm stronger
Come on, now
Oh, yeah
Here I go, on my own
I don't need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now
I don't need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go
Stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My loneliness ain't killing me no more
I'm stronger