Always been YOU

Chapter 36

The next day Bea decided to visit Thirdy. Trey dropped her off the hospital and when she entered the room she saw a girl most likely smaller than her. She was only the person that's left in the room.

"Uhm.. Excuse me. Asan sila Tita Mozzy?" Bea politely asked the girl.

"Umuwi sila e. Si Dani naman bumili lang ng pagkain. Who are you by the way?"

"Uhm.. I'm his girlfriend and you are?" Bea asked the girl with a raising eyebrow.

"Oh. He didn't tell me to you? I'm one of his longtime friend, Billie" She said and offered her hand to Bea.

Bea gladly took it but she feels different around this Billie girl. She just shrugged of the feeling. "Bea" she smiled.

Dani came in with a kfc paperbag loads with food.

"Ate Bey you're here pala good thing I bought lots of food. Are u feeling okay na?" Dani asked her with a worried tone.

"Uh yea I'm feeling okay na. Much better than the other day" Bea smiled.

"Ate Bills here's ur order oh" Dani busy unpacking the food.

"Thank you Dans!"

Bea's feeling a bit awkward about being with Billie she's thinking that is she really that close with their family that even Dani calls her by her nickname.

"Ate Bey oh. Buti nalang we have the same fav." Dani happily told her and she reached the food that Dani was offering.

"Thanks Baby girl!"

The three of them ate in silence. When Billie broke that silence...

"Uhm.. Bea? How long have u been in a relationship with Thirds?"

"5 years nung isa isang araw" She sadly told her. Syempre it was the day before Thirdy's accident. They didn't even celebrated it.

"Ow... Sorry to asked that"

"Nope. It's okay" Bea said.

After that they all went complete silent again. They finished their food and Billie decided to go.

"Bye Dans! Bye Bea it was nice meeting you! I'll be back tomorrow"

"Ingat!" Both Dani and Bea said. Nagkatinginan naman sila and natawa.

"Btw Dans ano oras pupunta sila tita?"

"Baka mamayang gabi pa ate, puyat kagabi si mama e"

"Okay, siguro I'll stay here till they come nalang"

"Sure ka ate? Buntis ka baka mahamugan ka"

Nagulat naman si Bea sa sinabi ni Dani.

"Joke lang ate, HAHAHA lagi ka kasing sumusuka e. Sorry it was a bad joke" Dani said with a peace sign.

In that moment Bea felt relieved. "Baliw ka talaga! Sabi ko sayo pagod lang yun e." Bea said laughing.

Both of them fell asleep. Dani on the couch and Bea lying her head on Thirdy's bed while holding his hand.

Mayamaya naalimpungatan si Bea she looked at Thirdy who's unconsciously lying.

"Thirds wake up na oh. Sabi mo I'll never lose you, promise mo yun e. Sabi mo di mo ko iiwan. Thirds laban ka naman oh please. Magpapakasal pa tayo. We'll have a huge family sabi mo" Bea placed Thirdy's hand on her tummy. "Feel that? Yan yung panganay natin. Please naman oh. Wake up na jan! I can't afford living a day without you" Crying Bea said she doesn't even bother with Dani tulog na tulog na man kasi. You can even hear her snore.

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Bea's watching Thirdy for the fourth day already. She's wearing huge shirt para di na mahalata yung bump sa tyan niya.

She's holding his hand and crying maya maya she felt Thirdy's fingers move. Napatingala siya.

"T-thirds?"

"Tita! Thirdy's finger moves!" Bea said while crying. Her tita Mozzy immediately went out to call the doctors.

She shifted her gaze to Thirdy who's now opening his eyes.

"B-billie" he softly spoke

"Bab! Ano yun? Do u need anything?" Sabi ng natatarantang Bea.

"Billie, Where is she? Where is my girlfriend?"

That got Bea. It can't be. It can't be. He forgot about her. His girlfriend. The one he shared his 5 years with. The one who gave him all her firsts.

Mozzy came in with all the doctors and there she is behind all the people watching how they diagnosed him. Silently crying. Not because of happiness but because she knows he forgot about her.

"He has amnesia...but it is retrograde we can still..." The doctor said.

Bea on the other hand was spacing out already. She can't believe what had happen. Di niya kaya. She heard him, si Billie ang hinahanap.Baka si Billie rin ang makatulong sakanya and kung sakali man na di talaga siya maalala at least magiging masaya si Thirdy sa piling niya. Ayaw niyang ipagsiksikan pa ang sarili niya.

Naiintindihan naman niya yung nangyari. Pero di lang niya matanggap na paano na ang anak niya? Ang anak nila. So she decided. Magpapakalayo layo siya. Papalakihin niya mag-isa ang anak nila.

She went out of the hospital room. No one seems to mind her since lahat nakafocus kay Thirdy. She went to the hospital chapel and pray.

"G no matter what happen handa po akong tanggapin. Kung san man o kung kanino man po sasaya si Thirdy kahit hindi na po sakin ayos lang po basta gabayan niyo po siya lagi dahil mahal na mahal ko siya" Bea cryingly prayed.

She went back to the room.

"Hija san ka nanggaling?" Mozzy asked.

She saw that Thirdy's now asleep again.

"Ay, nagdasal lang po tita"

She went to Thirdy and kissed him on his forehead and whispered "I will let you go but it doesn't mean I want to but because I need to"

"Tita uwi na po ako muna. Kuha lang po ng damit."

"Osige hija! Ingat ka!" Then Mozzy went to hug and kiss her on her cheeks.

She hugged her tita tighter "I will tita, bye"

And that bye means for a long time.

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