Found You(BWWM)

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Colin's Pov

She doesnt know.Joel I mean.About what happened to me.

I hope she never knows.I don't think about it too much.If I do I might start crying.

That makes me sound like a bitch.But I don't even care.It hurt.And I don't wanna feel like that again.

"Hey baby".

I was walking down the halls when Joel stopped me.

I smiled a little when I saw her.

"Wait,are you okay?"She asked,noticing how sad I must of looked.

I nodded.

"Sure.Bitch please, come with me."

She dragged me into a closet and locked the door.

"Whats going on,baby?"Joel asked,touching my cheek.

I pouted."N-n-nothing.W-w-we will b-b-be l-late."I tried to unlock the door.

"Ha,you would have thought.Tell your girlfriend what's going on."

I sighed and sat down on a seat.

Joel climbed on my leg,her legs swinging over.

"S-stress"I lied.

"Colin,at least give me something reasonable.That was a bad lie.Whats really going on?"She asked.

I looked at my thumb.Anything to avoid her gaze.

"Stop being a coward and tell me."

I couldn't tell her.So what do I do?

"I-I cant"I mumbled.

Joel sighed,resting her head on my chest.

"S-s-sorry."I looked at her.

She laughed."Hey,if you don't wanna tell me then that's your business.Just know I'm always there okay?"

I nodded,giving her a hug.

"Cool.We should get to class."Joel opened the door.

I followed behind her.

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I stared.I continued to stare.Maybe if I stare long enough I'll have enough courage to tell her.

But do I want to?

I don't think so.

Joel was currently beating me at chess.I wasn't even paying attention.

"Hey JoJo,can I talk to you?"

I turned to the doorway.

It was Tony.

"Not now.I'm busy beating my boyfriend here at chess."She smiled,moving her piece and hitting the clock."Checkmate."

"Your with Stutter Boy?Interesting."Tony walked in.

"Oh yeah.Like you didn't threaten him?Look,I don't know how many times I'm gonna have to tell you to leave me the fuck alone.And leave who I date alone.Its that simple."Joel rolled her eyes,putting away her notebook.

"I can't do that.You can't be with anybody."

"And why the fuck not!?!You broke up with me!I deserve to see other people!"

"Well,I don't want you to."

"Thats not your choice Tony.Just go.All you do is cause chaos.Get out!"