Without Macy I can't take my mind off of those 3 A.M. thoughts, it's getting more difficult not giving in.... I promised I wouldn't cut anymore long ago, but I'm still getting hate for the video. I just wish I wasn't so problematic, if it wasn't for Macy I'm not quite sure I'd even be alive to be completely honest.
{Macy's POV}
I really hope Caleb is doing okay, when we FaceTime he seems fine but I know how he can feel sometimes. It's even getting difficult for me but I don't wanna mention it to him cause then I'll just drag him down even more. But lately I can't help but think about him all the time and I end up crying in to my pillow. I'm not even sure the next time I'll physically be with him but nothing is the same without him. I'm not even the same without him, I feel bad for all my friends, I've gotten 10 times more annoying at least and I complain and complain non stop. But what can I do? I can't just get up and drive... Wait, actually I could, why am I letting my parents stop me? I mean no I'm not 18 so I still have to live under their rules but in the end, it's my happiness that matters. I check my phone and it's 3:34 A.M. I grabbed my keys, phone charger, wallet, change of clothes and headed to my car. This time I'm doing what makes me happy.
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Happily Ever After?
Lãng mạnThis is sort of like a fanfic but sorta not and just filled with off and on romance between Macy and Caleb.
