A Hearts Wish Is A Dream

In your Dreams

Time has a funny way of slowly healing you. It pushes you along the twists and turns of life uncaring of what you've gone through but it's like tough love, it's needed. After one week I went to my friends house for six days. It was a good distraction having them around but that didn't mean I didn't break down and cry. They were sympathetic in my time of need and it was greatly appreciated. Of course six days passed and it was time to go home, time to do what needed to be done to move one.

I was accepted into college and in three months I stood in the parking lot of the campus. For the first time in a long time my chest swelled with pride and my eyes twinkled in wonder. I felt normal and the weight that bared down on me was payed no mind. I went to my new dorm room and meet my dorm mate. She was a rather quiet person I noticed right off the bat. She seemed to be very reclusive and withdrawn. It didn't bother me though, I was simular in that way. I mean, I was louder but typically I was a loner outside of my best friends.

The next day classes started and I was a ball of nervous energy ready to absorb anything and everything that I could. I was going in to be a pharmaceutical tech! At first I wanted to be a nurse but quickly realized that I just couldn't do it but I still wanted to help and be in the medical field. So, I'm looking to be a legal drug dealer or so my friends say. It's going to take me two years but it's two years that will be well worth it. I also signed up for the drama department to. I've always had a soft spot for being in a play and acting even though I was by far not the greatest actor.

Of course during my college years I kept in touch with my friends. If it wasn'tfor them I would of eventually forgot for the most part about the reality if what happened. You would think that it would compel me to try to distance myself from my friends but no. As much as i would of liked to believe it was all a realistic nightmare but I saw that as a slap to the face for Gail. That and what Amber told me still echoes in my dreams night after night. He'll be my responsibility for the rest of my life. Right now, I was waiting on borrowed time and i knew it. It would only be a matter of time before I'm swept back up into the reality of things.

I was almost graduated from college when reality reminded me that my time was almost up. It seemed like a normal day but that night I had a dream. I was standing in a woods with trees so tall I could of sworn that they where skyscrapers. I started walking in a random direction untill I came across a clearing. In this clearing I saw a very torn up Sesshomaru. Cautiously I advanced on him and kneeled beside him.

"Geez, who chewed you up and spat you out?" I muttered under my breath. His eyes snapped open in an instant. Red eyes pinned me in my place untill they cleared back up to their original color of white. I blinked at him as realization hit me over the head with a frying pan. This was like when Rin found Sesshomaru in the anime. "Uhhh....do you need anything? Like a Tylenol or a med kit?" I asked cocking my head to the side.

"No." He said looking away.

"Wanna talk about it?" I asked. I took the silence as an answer and got up. I walked around the clearing of the forest before deciding to go explore.

"Where are you going?" He asked before I could get to far.

"I'm going to do a security check." I said earning a scoff from him. "And what was that for smart ass?" I grumbled shotting him a bored look.

"There are no dangers here."

"We're in a fucking forest and your bleeding. I'd rather not have you eaten alive by wild animal." I sighed. He looked at me clearly mulling over something in his head before looking away again. I frowned at him before shaking my head and continuing onward into the forest. I was aimlessly wondering through the forest untill I heard a growl. Immediately I cursed and ran back to Sesshomaru. Once there I found a big ass bear chewing on Sesshomaru like he was a fucking chew toy, ironically. I picked up a rock and threw it at the beast. " Get the fuck out of here!" I yelled picking up another rock. It turned to me and walked towards me. It got face to face with me then released a earth shaking growl in which I returned with a scream. Both it and me were left panting staring each other down. It then huffed and stumbled through the forest.