A Hearts Wish Is A Dream

Yet Another House

JMJ- SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE! I'VE BEEN BUSY BUSY BUSY WITH OTHER STORIES OF MINE.

I sighed heavily sitting on my self proclaimed reclining chair as two men lited me up. I was being a bitch cause of my embarrassment from the car ride. Despite me and his talk at subway I couldn't help another dirty fantasy. I really couldn't help it! It's like screaming at someone 'DONT THINK ABOUT BANNANAS!' and expecting them not to briefly think about them. So I'm doing my best to avoid his glance. Okay, so I really could've helpes it but come on! I'm one of those idiots that will poke a sleeping bear for the fun of it!

"Milady, is this necessary?" Stanley whispered.

"No, I could walk but why would I want to?" I frowned down upon him.

"Because our boss is giving us a death glare." The other one, Gab, muttered under his breath as we walked up the driveway.

"Oh? Take it from me, that's not a death glare. He just has resting bitch face, only his is more of a 'I'm bluantently judging you cause no one is as superior as myself' face." I said smiling when I saw Scott crake up and cover it up with a cough. The two guys must have been looking as well cause Stanley chuckled while Gab slammed his head into the side of the recliner. I think I was the only one that laughed without covering it up. They carried me into the garage, through the laundry room then sat me down in the living room.

I got up thanking both men before opening the front door. Sesshomaru caught a glance of me and frowned. I giggled and walked casually over to him. Once there I threw my arms around his middle and hugged him. He stiffened and awkwardly patted my head before gently pushing me away. I pouted and listened in on his and Scott's conversation.

After Scott walked off to go help carry shit in Sesshomaru whirled around to me. He roughly pulled me towards him and wrapped a strong arm around me. He started walking towards the back yard. I had no choice but to follow him, once we were as far away from everyone in the house I was pressed into the fense. I suddenly felt like a puppy being held up by the scruff of its neck.

"You disobeyed me." He growled sinesterly at me. A chill clawed down my spin. I couldn't take my eyes away from his.

"N...."

"Don't try to lie to me. You won't like the after effect." He warned.

"Yes. I disobeyed you. I did it in spite of you cause I felt like you shouldn't have asked me not to want you." I said truthfully.

"I told you my reasonings, that is more then anyone else who've gotten." He pointed out.

"So? I don't care about your reasonings! You are my mate! I can't help feeling the way I do and wanting you! Could I stop my thoughts for a moment at you wishes? Yes, but what about my wishes? I understand we're both going to be busy soon but that's more the reason to enjoy each other now!" I frowned.

"No." He said firmly.

"Then No for me as well. You can't stop my wants Sesshomaru." I huffed and stomped away sliding past him. I went back to the U-Haul and climbed over shit to get my bag. Once I had it I went to the masters bathroom and shut the door.

I took off my clothes quickly then hopped into the shower. Right now I just wanted to test the water heater and relax. So I sat down under the water and just closed my eyes. I accidentally feel asleep in the shower but woke up once the water turned freezing.

"So much for testing out the water heater." I grumbled after turning off the water. I got out, got dry then got dressed and went into the bedroom that now had all my shit in it. I sighed and plopped down onto my bed and looked up at the ceiling. 'Maybe I'm just being a stuborn bitch? I'm known for being like that from time to time.' I wondered feeling a pang of guilt stab into my heart. I think I'm being selfish, after all he's the one fighting battles. I'm just here to look pretty right now.

At least it wasn't for much longer. Awe shit it's not for much longer! That means I'll have to go to the council metting, and then become a Demon Lady! I suddenly became riddled with anxieties it wasn't funny. It made my head spin knowing that soon I would be a leader of an underground society in America.

Right when I was going to get up cause I was sure I was going to puke Sesshomaru walked it. I froze in my tracks and watched as he come crawling on the bed. He got behind me and pushed me down so that he could spoon against me. I closed my eyes and relished in the moment, stomach already settled down.

"You will be fine." Sesshomaru said alerting me to the fact that he had been ale to hear my inner termoil.

"That's what they all tell me but I still have my doubts." I confessed turning around so that I could snuggle into his chest.

"You are human, it'll take you sometime to learn. Unlike the rest of your kind you have a very long time to learn." He said.

"Yeah, still. I would hate to embarrass us." I sighed.

"You won't Amber, Scott and myself will be there to guide you." Sesshomaru assured me.

"I know, I know. Doesn't mean I wont fuck up." I said.

"Mistakes are the process of learning. You have nothing to get yourself so worked up over." He said.

"Okay." I said in defeat closing my eyes. Silence fell over us, save for the sounds of the other people outside unpacking and moving furniture. I didn't quite go to sleep but I did enter a deep meditative state. I definitely felt a lot calmer now though. Now I'm only upset that he has to leave in about thirty minutes. That's one thing I'm looking forwad to.