A Hearts Wish Is A Dream

Madness

I woke up to a wet nose poking my face. I groaned and sat up and looked around still very sleepy. I had fallen asleep on Sesshomaru but I don't even remember when. The sky was turning a peach color as the sun started to rise over the horizon. I didn't care I still wanted sleep.

"Come, I'll send someone out for the bike later." He said getting up. I did as he said and followed him.

"Sesshomaru......um......why...or what. How? How did you come to this sudden revolution?" I asked as last night came around full circle.

"I don't turn a deaf ear to wisdom around me." He said.

"Ohhh, so you've talked this over with other people?" I asked surprise.

"Hnn." He affirmed trotting ahead of me still in the form of a large dog.

"Umm, was it Scott?" I asked still wanting to know more.

"Among your Wiccan friend with the large dog." He said making me smack myself in irritation and grumble.

"Uuuggghhh! Why can't you just spill your guts? I'm so freaking confused over here!" I implored.

"It only made sense. I am choosing to make my own fate as I have always. Your just another part of the puzzle." He said making me instantly stiffen in anger. "Don't take it the wrong way." He said looking back at me combing his eyes over me softly.

"Oh sure, don't take being seen as a necessity nothing more!" I grumbled.

"Is being a necessity really such a bad thing?" He questioned making me stop and think for a second. The more I thought about it realistically the more, calm, I felt. Sesshomaru isn't one to have necessities, especially in the form of another. I guess this is his way of saying that he needs me. Sure it's not romantic or anything but fuck, it wasn't in the beginning and he isn't the type. He padded behind me and moved between my legs making me straddle his back.

"He....hey!" I said in surprise just before I was forced backward from the force of the sudden speed we took off at. I gripped the fur on his shoulders tightly and lowered myself against his back. After gaining my composer I sighed and buried my face into his neck. "No, it's okay being a necessity. I'm just surprise but I shouldn't be to this extent. After all, it's been two years. You've been learning just as I have been." I admitted lowly. He didn't indicate that he had even heard me but there was no doubt in my mind. Soon he slowed down and allowed me to get off. He transformed into a man once more and we stepped out of the trees and made our way to the gates.

We went up to the top floor where I was standing at my door with my ear pressed to it. Not a single sound could be heard within telling me they were still asleep, lucky motherfuckers. I then knocked on Sesshomaru's study before entering. He was once again sitting at his desk, all signs of last night cleaned up.

"Um....I don't want to disturb my friends. They might be sleeping last night off still and could have a hang over so...." I trailed off then walked to the couch that was against the wall and draped myself over it.

"Very well." He said giving me the permission I had started to ask for but didn't truly need. I cuddled down into the furniture and looked half lidded at the morning glow filtering through the window behind him. It was entertaining and quite the sight to behold seeing him open up the laptop. His hair was pushed over on shoulder to prevent him from sitting on it. I'm more then sure he didn't know a third of working the device he was focused on but it was probably enough to read emails and make them. Just in case I made a quick mental note to put a sit ton of child locks on his device. I don't wish for him to see pictures of himself on the Internet. That would probably make him secretly want to destroy the Internet then hide from the world. Well, I know I would want to. I sighed closing my eyes and promptly passed the fuck out.