A Hearts Wish Is A Dream

My Alpha

It had been three and a half hours when I lost intrest in my game. I whinned lightly shifting about for some sort of release. I haven't been able to fully calm down yet. A few minutes after I began my game what just happened floated around in my brain. My body responded to my thoughts making it very very hard to focus on anything but the heat and wetness.

I sighed leaning my back against the bed. I clenched my thighs tightly and bit my lip. I was about three seconds from touching myself when Sesshomaru walkes into the room carrying a tray. I almost crawled up all the way to him. I looked down at the food with very mild intrests.

"Come." He said side stepping me and walking towards his living room. He sat the tray down on the table then went to the otherside and sat down on the cushion. I did the same and eyed the food still not really interested.

"I...." I began but then realized what I was about to say and blushed.

"Will eat." He instructed. I sighed and began eating at the food in front of me. Once it was half way gone I looked up to Sesshomaru.

"Done." I said with anticipation. You see in my head he was waiting until I had ate before pouncing on me like a hungry animal. What happened in reality was that he got up and walked away telling me to stay in the room. I just sat there for a few moments looking at where he had been sitting. I couldn't believe it! Oh when he comes back! I'm going to either kill him or rape him.

I sat in the living room for a bit till I went back into the bedroom. There I was pacing back and forth like a caged lioness waiting for a chance to escape to come. Eventually anger over rid my desire and I was just straight up pissed. When another hour and a half rolled by the desire once again over took me. Waiting this long being to restless to play my games ment I was left to play the game of 'what if'. I finally couldn't take it anymore and pulled down my underwear and pants faster then you could say 'drop them'!

I spread my legs laying down on the bed and lifted my shirt just above my breast. I started teasing my nipples over and over again till I couldn't stand it. I then started swipping my finger through my moist lips slowly diving in closer and closer to my clit and entrance. Finally I slowly traced circles around my clit brushing over the sensitive bud purposefully.

I bit back a moan as I began rubbing my clit faster. My insides caught on fire and my head felt light. I started panting till I started meowing in pleasure. I had just closed my eyes and started to lose myself to my fingers when Sesshomaru walked in. I froze in my doings with amazing will power and looked at him wide eyed. He locked the door behind himself and came at me. I crawled away on the bed in slight worry but he was fast.

He was hovering over me with my hands pinned against the bed in a split second. He looked down at me with indifference but his fingers delved between my folds. I moaned when he yanked it out. He lifted his juice covered fingers up to his face and then put them into his mouth sucking on them. I shuttered at the erotic scene in front of me.

"Did I give you promission to touch yourself?' He asked me with a ghost of a smirk on his face.

"No." I breathed.

"Then why where you doing it?" He questioned.

"I...I...was just so hot.....and wet!" I said

"So you couldn't control yourself?" He asked raising an eyebrow.

"No! It's just...you made me so horny!" I whinned not phasing Sesshomaru a bit. He got off me and sat on the bed. I sat up but almost fell over on Sesshomaru's next comment. "Finish."

"What?"

"Play with yourself, I wish to see." He said firmly looking down at my womanhood.

"O...kay." I said shakily spreadying my legs out more allowing him a better look. I was slow and choppy at first but after a little bit I became more comfortable. His tinged red eyes were a sign that he either loved it or hated it. Obviously he liked it so I grew more confident. I continued touching myself looking at Sesshomaru practically undressing him with my eyes. I became as close as I could to my climax when Sesshomaru snatched my hands away from myself.

"Go clean yourself off." He growled. I nodded with a whimper and did as he asked. I think I'm going to die if I don't get properly laid soon. I walked out and found Sesshomaru waiting by the door completely calm. I sighed inwardly and slumped over to him. We went to his study and he locked the door behind us making my heart pick up. He sat down and waved me over to him. I practically jumped into his lap.

He worked with me on his lap for sometime and soon I was no longer aching. I rested my head on his chest and just thought. 'Wonder if he knows I'm trying to give him a pride boast? Perhaps he is just taking full advantage of my offer. Either way, I better be getting mine soon!' I mused shoulders shaking in silent laughter.

"What are you laughing at?" He questioned pulling his hands away from his laptop.

"Nothing really! Just a random thought popped into my head." I said smiling up at him. He raised an eyebrow at me but then swooped down on my lips. I closed my eyes and let him completely dominate the kiss. When he licked my bottom lip I opened up for him. His tongue left no part of my mouth unexplored. He pulled away when I gripped onto his shirt out of breath and growing dizzy.

He kissed down my jaw line to my neck leaving little nips here and there. I moaned rolling my head to the side for him. He took full advantage of my cooperation. His hands glided up my shirt and pushed my bra above my breast. I gripped his legs and arched my back to his menstruations. Once again I was reving and hot.

"Please don't leave my high and dry again Sesshomaru." I begged him. He slipped a hand under my pants and delved right inside. I gasped at his sudden entrance. His finger pumped in and out of me at a rapid rate. I bit my lip when he added a second finger. I bucked my hips against his hand. He stopped once again making me whine. I got up off his lap and bent over his desk scooting his laptop and papers out the way.

He tore down my pants and underwear quickly and spread my legs further. I shivered feeling his cock poking at my wet folds. He ran the head of his dick through my folds before slowly inching his way inside of me. I revealed in the feeling of being filled. He slowly backed out of me till his head was the only thing inside before thrusting in. He took his sweat time thrusting into me. He gripped my ass and hip.

"Please! This pace is making me mad!" I moaned looking over my shoulder at him. My plea only made him go even slower then before. I tried thrusting back into him but he refused my advances and stopped all together.

"I control what you do or don't get." He growled before thrusting into me in the same painfully slow pace. I could no longer feel anything but the feeling of him fucking me. The knot in my stomach lowered itself and came undone before I knew it. He was still pumping when I was coming down from my orgasim. He finally came thrusting a few more times inside of me.

I slide down to my knees when he let me go. Once he sat down he lifted me up, fixed my pants, underwear and ser me down on his lap. I turned myself to straddle him and curled myself towards his chest closing my eyes. He petted my head with one hand and had his other loosely around my hip.

"That was.....worth it." I smiled looking up at him.

"Hn." He grunted.

"Do you feel better now Alpha?" I said giving a peck to his neck. He growled at me but I just smiled.

"This wasn't necessary." He said.

"Yes it was, I know how your pride is. You needes to feel in control again. This whole council thing has thrown you off." I said rubbing his arm soothingly. "But you sure did show me where I stand."

"Do you have a problem with your possition?"

"No, I'm pretty submissive so you taking charge is awesome! Though I would like to be seen as some what of an equal. I know I'm not a strong as you but still, I just want my opinions to matter and have some input in our affairs." I said. He kissed me slowly cupping my cheek with his hand.

"It was already so even though the situation makes it appear differently." He said pulling back.

"Thank you Sesshomaru, it means a lot to me. I'm happy that were able to just talk it all out, or fuck it out." I laughed.

"There is no use in being closed with each other, we will be bound for life shortly." He said.

"True, I'm still glad." I said curling back up against him.