A Hearts Wish Is A Dream

After Glow

I opened my eyes to find myself on a giant fuzzy white surface. I sat up and looked at the night sky and instantly knew I was inside my head. The ground suddenly shifted to my utter most surprise as a large dog head adorning Sesshomaru's markings lifted up. I blinked at him looking into his red eyes.

"We're in my head." I told him earning a bored look. "Hey! Don't look at me like that. I forgot you know how it feels inside of my head." I smirked lazily at him. He lowered his head but still looked at me. I stood up and walked to the edge of his body finding that I had been on his back. I started climbing down him using his fur to do so. 

"Wow, surprised I could do that......I feel so good right now." I murmured releasing a content sigh. It felt like I was super high, drunk and my body hummed with pleasure. I practically floated over to the side of his muzzle and sat down against it. He flicked out his tongue getting me damp with his saliva. "Awweeee, I'm wet now!" I whinned with a smile my mind going straight to the gutter. Who's wouldn't though?

"I can hear everything." He said looking down at me with amusement.

"I don't care! You've got the body of a god! Speaking of body of a god." I said giving wiggling my eyebrows at him. He gave me a growl and closed his eyes. I giggled and closed my eyes too. Before long I was sleeping happily against Sesshomaru, well more like we stopped exsisting cause I was already asleep. When I became aware of myself again I was sitting in my childhood home, the one where mom was still around.

"You miss her?" Sesshomaru said scaring the shit out of me.

"Jesus! Gooodddd! Warn me next time your looming in the darkness batman!" I hissed but soon looked at him with my mouth agape. "WHAT ARE THOSE!" I yelled causing his eyebrow to raise. He looked like he did in the anime, or how he did when I found him in my bed the first time.

"Are you meaning my change in appearance?" He asked.

"Yes! I killed you!" I growled looking at his hair with narrowed eyes. "What sorcery is this! SATTTRAAANNNNN!" I yelled. There was a silence that followed my scream as Sesshomaru just stared at me blankly. "I'm fucking with you, I really don't care that you look like this. I see it this way, you are who you are. The world don't like it, fuck them. I know I was all for you looking more normal for the council but after the punishment they gave and how they reacted it doesn't matter. They obviously don't care that your technically two years old and are a being made in the image of an anime character. So why should we care?" I shrugged. He gave me a shallow nod and sat down on the couch looking out the windows.

I sat down beside him and looked around the house thinking about all the good memories. Of course, at the end of each memory was the reminder that she had left. It's such a fuzzy memory for me. Just a blurry figure in the dimly light hallway carrying a purse, bag and dragging a suitcase behind them. No goodbye, no warnings, not a single breath waisted in our direction. How could a mother just walk away from three of her babies like that? I guess she had a gypsy heart or something.

"Thinking about an unanswered question never does one good." Sesshomaru said cutting into my turmoil.

"I know but I can't help but to wonder from time to time. It's the reason dad had us move, he took it the hardest out of us all. It sucks getting divorce papers served to you by mail. If you ask me, that's worse than getting dumped through a text message. I would know." I dead panned before closing my eyes and willing us to my favorite spot as a kid. I opened my eyes and smiled at the pond with cat tails in it. Off in the distance past the large grass feild was a mini forest. "Better." I chirped.

I looked up to the dark and cloudy sky with a smile. Lightning light up the sky and thunder clapped almost right afterwards. Rain suddenly started pelting us where we sat. I didn't mind much since it felt good to me. It sobered me up and cooled me down. "So? When are we getting out of my head and back to reality. I mean, I like my head but there are things that need tending to once were back. Well, after we spend time just being around each other which you have yet to tell me a time frame for." I said wrapping my arms around my knees.