A Hearts Wish Is A Dream

Lemon

"Athena...do you wish to consimated the marriage." He said making me feel like my face just melted off my head and landed as a pile of goop on the ground.

"You...you can't just ask me something like that!" I stuttered looking all around the room at anything else but him.

"Because of hour innocence." He stated stepping up closer to me.

"Noo! I mean yes but that's not the point!" I said shuffling backwards.

"Then what is your point?" He asked taking my hand so I couldn't retreat anymore.

"Ummm......it's going to be my first time and....well ummm....it's embarrassing." I squeaked.

"How so?"

"Cause we may be married but it was by the order of the council. Our relationship is just started in it's own way, that is if you want to call it a relationship. Geez I'm actually so confused right now." I said frowning.

"Your over thinking it." He said bringing me closer to him.

"Well this is a very thought worth situation. After all, this is a very serious thing."

"It is simply the pleasure of the fleash."

"It's more then that to me, it was always mored then that to me." I huffed trying to pull away from him now pissed off.

"Don't become offended Athena."

"Offended? Oh I am more then just offended! Now let go of my arm I'm going to go hang out with the people who get me!" I growled trying to pry his hand from mine. I yelled and trying twisting around but that gave him a chance to grab my shoulder and press me up against him.

"You don't understand, I don't wish to make your first time the time I mark you. Must I remind you that we are required to be mated in three months?" He gritted out holding me tightly against him.

"What's would happen if our first time was also the time you marked me?" I asked growing still against him.

"It wouldn't be a pleasurable experience for you. It would be hard for me to stop myself." He said into my ear. This might of been fucked up but it slightly turned me on. Just the thought of Sesshomaru having a hard time controlling himself.

"Oh.....but we still have untill October." I pointed out.

"That is our deadline. However the faster we act the easier our task shall be."

"That might be true and all.....I know. Besides it's not like it's a task for me." I sulked.

"Then you shouldn't have any qualms about mating before October." He said slipping his hands up my shirt. I started getting really confused with the guilt, arousal, anger and depression that was going round and round through my head. "Though, tonight doesn't need to be the night I take your innocence. If you wish we can wait but I would prefer to not wait so long." He said unhooking my bra. My eyes went to slits when he took both nipples between his thumb and pointer finger rolling them around.

"Noo..." I sighed. "I can't be that selfish. It's not like there is anythong wrong with us......you know...tonight now that we are legally married and will be mates in less then three months." I moaned then bit my lip to stop myself from doing it any further.

"Hn." Was his only response before taking off my shirt and unshouldering my bra. I shoke with...anticipation. He gripped both my breasts in his hands gently kneding them. He lowered his nose to my neck sniffing it. I tilted my head to the side giving him better acess to it. He growled lowly in his chest. I liked the vibration that I felt that I pressed myself against him as much as I could. Each vibration that hit my skin and ear could be felt in my lower region.