A Hearts Wish Is A Dream

Embarrassment

I woke up at my own accord with my music still softly playing in the background almost coaxing me into a peaceful slumber once more. I stretched out in bed then got up and did a bridge and quickly snapped up right with a moan of contentment from the pops I earned from my back in doing so. The blood had rushed to my head and back down waking me up a bit. I stifled a yawn and walked to my bathroom and entered my closet. I began hanging all my clothes up and putting my un hangables in the drawers. After that I grabbed my Xbox 360 and all of its accessories and brought it into my room. Of course first things first, hook up my baby girl to the t.v. and make sure she's nice and cozy. I hooked up the charging port for the controllers and rested them on my nightstand. I went back to my closet taking my laptop bag out and bringing it to my room along with another book bag that I had my drawing supplies in and......and.......oh god! I hope no one snooped through my shit cause I have my vibrator and lube in here. I quickly stuffed my 'toy' back into the bag and went to the bathroom to throw it under the sink.

After that I decided to take a look behind door number two. Inside there was a living room and a kitchen/dinning room. It was fully outfitted with appliances and things I would need then there was a sliding glass door that went out to a balcony that had a chair and a glass coffee table beside it and some flower pots that hung over the railing that had lilies and tulips growing in them, the view was amazing as well. Though, it made me feel snobbish looking down on everyone that so happened to be outside while I'm out here looking over the land scape. I looked up towards the sky in the distance and saw low hanging clouds in the distance. A sense of calm washed over me as I kept my eyes on the clouds and sat down in the chair folding my legs underneath me. It took about thirty minutes for it to be over my head. The wind started blowing my hair around me. The first crack of lighting had my heart pumping. I closed my eyes and felt the thunder basically pound through my chest.

I revealed in the feel the rain trickling over me before becoming an all out poor. The next flash light up the sky and as the thunder crashed I screamed with it. Why? It was a tribute to Gail, to the times he took me outside and roared for me during the storms. So, now I roar for him and his memories. I had just got done letting lose a extremely loud scream when I felt a presence at the door way. I panted and looked over at Sesshomaru standing inside out of the rain looking at me. I looked back and screamed again with the thunder then coughed and laughed a bit.

"Why do you scream?" Sesshomaru asked.

"Well, the rain makes me feel calm. I love the rain and lightning is beautiful. Gail, the one who died, he would take me out and roar in his true form during thunder storms. It was awesome of him, to be comfortable with me to do that. Gail was a great guy! He was funny and considerate. He did his best to make me feel that I wasn't isolated. He ended up being a very good friend. He told me he was willing to watch over me untill you no longer needed anyone to watch over me." I explained closing my eyes tilting my head further back then to the side. "Oh, I love the room and everything. It goes beyond the call of necessary and I really appreciate it. Thank you, Sesshomaru, for everything. For letting me go to college and taking me away for me and my families protection. I've uhh been doing some thinking since our last conversation and I've realized that perhaps I wasn't seeing it from your view point." I told him getting up out of my chair to face him. In all honesty I had felt bad after he admitted knowing that his life as he knew it wasn't real. If that was me, I would be mortified.

"I accept your apology, I had not fully considered your view point either." He said making me beam. It was the closest thing to an apology anyone has probably gotten from him. Well at least in he anime I think. I looked down at my feet and noticed a very faint red tinge to it.

"SHIT MOTHER FUCKER OF ALL TIMES TO FUCKIG COME! WHY? WHY AUNT FLOW!" I screamed. Of course Sesshomaru's eyes flicked down to the vanishing blood pool. I stepped past him and made my way to my bathroom with him following. "Fucking, uggh! The last time I had my period it was when you decided to live in my head for a bit! It's a curse I tell you!"