Twisting Fate

Fate Intervenes

chapter 6

Oh god, what am i going to do? If I'm right, and I pray that I'm not, am I going to lose him? I literally felt my heart begin to break.

I slowly made my way to the rest of the pack. Travis looked uninterested. Like he was more focused on something else. I felt an unfamiliar presence nearby but something told me not to look, so I didn't. Alpha Matthew trotted over as soon as he caught a glimpse of me.

Lazira had retreated to the back of my mind. She only made low, soft whimpers to echoe my heartache. She suspects the same as me. However, I do not dare to utter the words. I just can't. With her retreating, it sent all the pain to my human side. She wasn't healing me. She was too hurt to care about anything. It was unbearable.

I suddenly felt all of my injuries full force. I let out a long pained whine. Travis snapped his head up to look at me. I locked gazes with him just before falling over. my head was spinning and i was slowly slipping into unconsciousness. The warmth and safety of the dark called to me.

Before i collapsed, i noticed Travis never  moved. He didn't run my way to help. He stayed put. Looking torn and confused. Alpha Matthew stuck his snout under my neck. He hoisted my bulky wolf onto his back before giving the command, "Call the pack doctor. She has lost too much blood. She's fading fast." Then he began running.

I couldn't really comprehend much. All I knew was it wasn't Travis carrying my mangled wolf. He just stared at me heartbroken. I let out another agonizing and full of pain whine. However my wolf helped me convey to him through our link that it wasn't the physical pain that was killing me. It was the betrayal. The shattered pieces in my heart because i was going to lose him.

He didn't protect me like he promised. He didn't come to my rescue when my life was in danger. He went to her. The little grey rogue running next to him. I had avoided looking at the presence of the rogue. But seeing how close she was to Travis meant my suspicions were correct. Yet even with me on the verge of death, he wouldn't come to me. He found his mate. Now, I mean nothing to him. I let the darkness take me away from the pain. I welcomed it's danger of never waking up again.