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1DDAY, the AMA's, & more

*time skips & a change of pov happens, read carefully*

1D Day: November 23, 2013

One week. It's been one week since I've seen Harry. It's childish, I know, but it really hurt that he lied to me. I got over it a couple of days ago and realized just how badly I had overreacted. Since I was performing on 1DDAY, I thought it was the perfect time to apologize to him.

Throughout the day, up until my performance, it was hectic and I didn't see him. It wasn't until I was on my spot, ready to begin and he was answering questions that we finally saw each other. I gave him a small smile before camera's went on. Question after question that I didn't pay attention to, up until he was asked about his date with Kendall Jenner. He looked at me nervously then back at the interviewer and confirmed it and just like that, I felt heartbreak all over again. Mia started crying backstage and it hurt me that I couldn't go comfort her, the interviewer jokingly said it was his daughter, then it was over. The camera's went on me right away and I didn't have time to calm myself down from that news. I went on with it and sang my song, Honeymoon Avenue. Everything was fine up until the end when my voice started to get shaky.

They say only fools fall in love
Well they must've been talking about us
Sometimes I feel like
I've been here before
I could be wrong, but I know I'm right
We're gonna be lost
If we continue to fight
Honey I know
That we can find our way home

The words got stuck in my throat and I leaned back to cover my mouth as I swallowed back the tears. Every emotion going through me, everything Harry had put me through. I stepped back up to the mic and finished the song.

When we were on honeymoon avenue, honeymoon avenue
My baby, coastin' like crazy
Can we go back to the way it was?

I stopped the song short and smiled until they pulled the camera's off of me. A few people asked me if I was okay, and like always, I said I was. I went outside of the building for some fresh air. My arms were on the railing as I looked out onto the parking lot. I heard the door open and close, and I already knew who it was.

"You went on a date? Not even a week of us being apart?" I asked as I turned around to face him.

He seemed to be putting up some façade because the words that came out of his mouth didn't sound like him at all, "What? You expected me to wait around for you to make up your damn mind?"

"I waited for you for a year, before it finally hit me you weren't coming back. So yeah," I laughed with no humor whatsoever, "I expected you to wait a week. Silly me."

He was good at this whole hiding his emotions things because I didn't even recognize him. "That's a little pathetic, don't you think?"

I nodded my head and tried to hold back the tears, "Yeah, it was. You know what's more pathetic than that though? I thought I knew you, the real you. Not the 'arrogant hollywood star player'  that the magazines made you out to be, but I was wrong because that's the exact person who's standing in front of me. I was holding on to the person you used to be, so in love with that person, that I refused to see the change. Now that- that's pathetic."

I left him there and went back into the building. I grabbed my sweater and Mia's things, then grabbed her hand and left to my rental car. Danny was feeling sick so I had left him with Liz. When we went outside, Harry was still out there, this time his arms were on the railing. I ignored him and walked to the car. At least, I tried, Mia ended up calling out his name and was so happy to see him. She stretched out her arms to him, but I pulled her back and lifted her up.