Theory of a deadman

Out of body ? Out of My dam mind! Riptide/percy

I get it , I get it I really really do..
Time's flying by and so are you...
I get it there is no doubt...
The one thing the soul wants is the one thing we've been living without.

Not one letter , not one care
don't expect any pity, for you're never here
Please stop trying to make it about you
I've got trust issues , just like you

No I'm not in love, No I'm not scared
Stop trying to love me !
You truly don't care,
You're lack of therefore , shows more then your words
I wanted you in my life in I was eight years old..

I get it , I get it as does the moon..
I've been playing hid and seek for for twenty two moons
where have my cries gone?
Who hath heard my pleas? Would you even care if I ever found you with ease?
I get it I get it I really Really do
Time goes by and you're still the mystery to me
The one thing a soul wants is a father to hold, and a mother with a heart of gold ...

Not one letter ...without a prison stamp
don't expect me to cry when your have yet to care
Please stop haunting my waking thoughts , Please stop bugging my aching heart, I love you thought you never show,
I've got trust issues like the rest of the bunch,

why love then get hurt
why try for the moment
I've been told i need to make time
But i cant even hope
I'll laugh when i wanna cry
I'll smile when i just wanna hide
I stutter when I speak , while deep inside i just want to survive.

I feel too old for being the young
yet my soul is old, with a child's heart
No i cant be falling
I don't know how to act
How can i fall for someone , without fear of holding back ?
I want that forever , not just a summer fling
I want that best friend I can call on any ring
He'd answer the phone
I'd never be alone

But those voice in my head keep screaming on
I get it , I get it I really do
Time goes by and you're 95
I'll laugh when i wanna cry
I'll smile when i just wanna hide
I stutter when I speak , while deep inside i just want to survive
Please stop haunting my waking thoughts , Please stop bugging my aching heart, I love you thought you never show,

I get it I get it I really Really do
Time goes by and you're still the mystery to me
The one thing a soul wants is a father to hold, and a mother with a heart of gold ...

I wanted you in my life in I was eight years old..

I get it , I get it as does the moon..

I've been playing hid and seek for for twenty two moons

I get , yet I hate it ,and sometimes

I hate the moon too...

"ballet to the my Daemons"
Amanda Humphrey

Memories their a funny thing for one so small compared to the word around us. I've seen the fall of Greece, the rise of Rome. The death of a many fine solider in the wars , as my after life rang on in peaceful bliss . But I never forgot the feeling of death , or its embrace as I watch my lost love wash away and die like me. Its strange you'd think I'd be fine with the knowledge of dying again, this life seeming like a curse in it's own right....  thought Riptide.