Marco's Favorite Star ➵ A Collection Of Starco One Shots

One Shot #35: It's Over, Isn't It?

A/N: i'm changing some of the lyrics to fit starco. anywaysssss

JFC THIS EPISODE, SINCE IT WAS CALLED MR. GREG I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE FILLER, BUT JESUS CHRIST THIS EPISODE HURT ME REALLY BADLY. RIEN GFIUREFVYRBTWFUVBRWEJ ALSO, HERE'S SOME JACKIE-STAR BONDING TIME TOO.

mkay, this takes place when marco, star and jackie are 18. This oneshot shows Star's more hurt and more dark personality, if starco wouldn't have happened (god forbid) and marco ended up with Jackie. (srsly vomitting rn daron nefcy pls dont make this happen)

Star's P.O.V.

I stared at the sleeping couple, Marco's arm wrapped around Jackie's waist. I sighed. I witnessed them a few hours ago, having an argument, and now here they are, cuddling together. I hated it so much.. I hated seeing this sight, yet I couldn't look away. I bit my lip, mumbling incomprehensibly. I picked up a rose and twirled it around, smiling, a tinge of bittersweet emotions hitting me. I remembered the two years ago, when I heard they got together, I was so confused.. I was.. miserable. Marco didn't spend as much time with me, and well, I was left alone. I've never really expressed feelings like this openly. But.. They're asleep, so, it's okay, right?

"I was fine. With the girls, who would come into his life now and again." I walked slightly farther away, running my hands through my hair. "I was fine. I knew that they didn't really matter.." I gazed at Jackie, and scrunched up my nose. Why wouldn't anyone NOT fall for her? Her perfect sea green eyes, her wavy, beautiful hair.. "Until you.." I walked to the balcony, gripping the rose tighter. 

"I was fine. When you came, and we fought like it was all some silly game," I bitterly laughed, looking at the stars above. "Over him.. Who he'd choose.." I looked down, sighing. 

"After all these years, I never thought I'd lose," My already loose headband fell over, and I caught it, right at the last second. "It's over, isn't it? Isn't it? Isn't it over..?" I asked myself, my emotions running all over the place. "It's over, isn't it..? Isn't it over?" I closed my eyes tightly, biting my bottom lip.

"You won, and he chose you.. And he loved you.. He always did.." I held my shoulders, shaking my head. "It's over, isn't it, why can't I move on..?" I looked to the night sky hopelessly, before closing my eyes once more. "Magic, fun times, Reinvention. Dances, hugging, his attention.." I counted all the fun times we had together. 

"Out in daylight, my potential.. Well, I wasn't bold, precise, experimental, unlike her.." I mumbled the last part, rubbing my arm. I sat down on the bean bag, placing my hand up. "Who am I now without him, petty and dull, with the nerve to doubt him." After they got together, I realized I became more petty, less energetic.. And.. I'd get into fights with Marco more often.. "What does it matter, it's already done! Now I've got to be strong for my friend.." Why...? Why can't I move on..? I stood up and went to the balcony once more, clutching the handles tightly, tears about to leak from my eyes.  

"It's over, isn't it?

Isn't it?

Isn't it over?

It's over, isn't it?

...I-Isn't it..?