Amnesia

Chapter 9

Aurora's POV

James, if only you knew.

All those miserable tears that I held for so long was still in my chest. Buried deep down to the deepest part of my brain. I don't want to remember anything about him. Nothing in my life are worth to be remembered.

We were walking down to an empty hall and headed to the shower room.

"Hey, are you okay?" Cassie asked me which I found to be pretty late.

"Yeap. I'm all good." I replied with white lie.

"You look bad." She pointed at my hair which was 99.9% already been covered by flour.

"Relax, I've been through worse." I pointed.

Cassie was searching something through her white tote bag.

"Go take your shower. What are you waiting for? " Cassie urged.

"Okay but do you have any extra clothes?" I asked her.

"She pulled her hand out from her tote bag and another small bag appeared. She winked at me. "That and undergarments are on me. "

"You're creepy! Why would you bring that? " I chuckled.

"Just in case, because you never know what'll happen to you in this school!" She said and pushed me into the bathroom.

The shower room was located nearby the pool where James was having his swimming classes. I didn't even know since when he started to swim.

"Hot shower, okay? " Cassie screamed from outside and I smiled. I started to press the hot button and began to let all the hot water steamed me.

The water was dripping down on my face and some tears were escaped.

I've been hurt, bullied, betrayed and lied by the same person.

Same fucking person.

I slid down the wall and sat on the hot tiles in the shower room. The room has become puffy due to the steam but I don't care. My cheeks were hurting because I tortured them to held back my tears.

But I have done enough of holding back.

I covered my mouth, scared that Cassie will heard my crying session. I'd be embarrassed if someone beside myself knows I'm crying. I'll feel like a failure.

But I am.

I let James get the best of me. I didn't cry in front of him but he saw that I was hurt. He knew me better than anyone else. He took care of me when I was sad, sick and on top of all when granny died. He was there with me.

We'll get through this together.

He said that to me the night granny died. I was devastated and broken and he was there with me.

I let every single thing that has bothered me out of my system by bursting into tears. I hate this.

Even when he did these pranks on me, I'd never regret knowing him.

Tears kept on flowing out and I can't find a way to stop them.

James, I'm scared. You made me scared. Who are you? I hate you. I need you to comfort me. Fuck you, dearself.

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It's short but I hope you like it. I'm currently in the middle of writing and editing the old chapters since I had to dramatically change the whole sitcom.

Please vote and comment what'll James do next? Love you ♡