James' POV
After I went out from Roe's Ward, I immediately go to the coffee machine to boost up.
It's been there days and Roe haven't wakes up yet. I want to see those chocolate eyes so bad. I missed them so much.
When I'm arranging my steps to step in Roe's room again, I saw Cassie outside. Crying. Well, she always cries whenever she wanna to see Roe but this one looks like she having some breakdown. Could it be Roe?
Shit.
I run to Cassie and peek my head to the window so that I can see her condition. She looks fine. Closing her eyes and continue to plays her dream.
That's a close call.
"Are you okay? " I ask her.
Cassie just nod while hiccuping. I hugged her and she cries even loud.
"Tell me. " I lead her and sit on the nearest chair.
"I miss her. I miss Aurora so much! " she continues to cry.
I held back my tears. I can't cry. Not right now when one of your friend is in their breakdown period.
"Me too, " I pat her back. " Me too. "
Can't the time becomes a little bit faster? I just want to meet her when she opens her eyes. Waiting is killing me.
I asked Cassie to go inside and check on Roe. She nods and went inside.
I mentally cried. Mentally just slap myself. Mentally kill myself. If I argue with her just a little while longer, express my feelings a little bit deeper. This all won't be happening. I can stop her from going dinner, I can take her myself. I should offer her a ride. I should've -
I am hopeless and I hate it. Now, it is crystal clear. I love Aurora. And it's not just a s a best friend. But, more than that.
I fall for her. Deep. And I keep on falling.
Funckin' cheesy but I don't fuckin' care.
I rest my head against the wall and the memory of me and Aurora flashed back.
"James! " she shouted.
"What?! " I'm in the kitchen preparing breakfast for both of us since our parents are out for the night because there's alumni from their high school. While Roe's..
Well..
I never really like the way Roe's parents treat her. It's awful. I'll never treat her like that. Never in a million year.
I love Roe so much! She's literally like a cutie with a soft attitude and need someone to take care of her. To love her. Since granns gone, I take the resposibilty on her. Since I never trust her parents.
She's my favourite. And always be mine.
She stretched her arms and hugged me from the back. I was flipping the waffle because Roe doesn't want to eat pancakes. And I didn't want to make her cry in the morning.
"You're so warm! " she hugged my waist even tighter and I nearly scream in suffocate language.
"Roe! Don't. " I put down the waffle and top them with maple syrup. Breakfast? Tck, nailed it!
We chat about school and how she misses Granny and we're planning on visiting Granny this weekend. Well, after our study group because the exams week is around the corner and Roe really take care her grades. Like real well.
When we go to school that day, I felt so happy. Well everyday is a happy day since I smile like an idiot and there's no tears rolling down. Not even problems. There's only happiness. And Roe had her smile on her face.
And that smile are gonna last forever.
The end.
That's the last breakfast meal we've ever get before we fought the next day. The last day we smile and laugh to each other. The last day I made her happy. The last day..
I'm being with her.
I put my hands and cover my face.
If I just have another day being with her, make her happy and smile. Just spend a day with her. I'll do my best to make her happy because of me again.
Well, I miss the feeling making her smile. It's kind of a satisfication that you never get in other things. And I love the fact that I'm te only one who van make her smile. Like real smile.
I sigh.
Cassie comes out from the room with blood shot eyes. She stills hiccup but started to slowed down.
"Hey, come. " I said and pat the seat next to mine.
She sadly smiles and and sits next to me. Then, Cassie puts her head on my shoulder and started to cry again.
"Hey, you can't cry. You need to be strong. " I softly coax her.
She keeps on crying so I hand her the napkins I keep in my pocket. The napkins that Granny made for me and Roe.
The blue napkins that brings a lot of memories.
She takes it and wipe her tears away. It's been three days and I am at lost of words.
I skipped all my classes for the past three days and I just ask Ash to past all the assignments and handouts to me.
It's frustrates me when my dad said that it just takes two until twenty four hours for Roe to wakes up. It's been three days and I still haven't got the chance to look at her beautiful eyes.
Just then,Roe's room buzzer went off and every doctor rush to her room. Including my dad and Cassie's aunt.
"What happened!?" I cried and tempting to go inside before one of the nurses stop me for doing so.
Cassie stand up and rush herself to the window to catch up on For but the nurse closed them with te curtains.
The nurses.
After five minutes, my dad out from the room and hug me.
What the fuck?
I run inside the room and watch Roe breathing, opening her eyes and.. Watching me.
She got up and brush some of her baby hair out from her face.
I was going to hug her before she says.
"Who are you?"
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