Amnesia

Chapter 26

James' POV

I bickered with her.

With Aurora. With my love, my life.

Every words that came out from my mouth wasn't mean to hurt her. But the way she say those things just now looks like she meant them.

And I hate it.

I hugged her. Tightly. At that time, all I can think about was just to hug her until dawn. Until the world stops spinning. It felt so nice. Although her perfect curve held her body, she still feels like a bear. Stuffed bear.

And damn if I don't love it.

Unfortunately, she left me with a sorrow feeling. A hatred feeling. I can sense that. I hate that she left me with flame in her eyes and not love when she was hugging me. Well at least, that was what I feel when she hugged me. Like she was care about me again. Like I was important to her again. Like I am not the asshole she always thinks I am.

When I stepped back home, my parents weren't at home since evening so I'm all alone. Sometimes, when times like this came rolling down, I missed how they'll come to me and give me some pep talk.

So I decided to check where Roe will go tonight.

Grabbed my keys, locked the door. Put my key into the ignition and the car warms up. I gently pushed the gas pedal and the car started off.

All along the ride, I didn't turn on the radio like I used to. I got bad feeling all of the sudden and I could think was Roe.

How I met her the first time. How she introduced herself to me. How she talks, sleeps, eats. How she climbs to my room to ask me about the sleep over but I cut her. How I shut  her out. How stupid I was. How could I ate the bait that Roe's mom put? I shouldn't do that. And I blame myself every day because of that.

When I arrive at T-junction, there's bunch of people just stand there and I think I saw a figure.

Wait, James. Why did Roe wears just now?

Black T, maroon sweaters, ripped jeans.

That's what the figure I'm seeing wears.

Shit.

I stopped the car and jumped out of my truck. I stunned.

It was Aurora.

I called my dad immediately since my dad works in the hospital in the emergency section.

I cried. I shouted her name.

"Roe! Who did this?! " I continued to yell as some people started to rub my back. As if they sympathize to me. They're not actually. They just wanna know what happen, pass it on and the news just dissapear.

Just at that time, the ambulans arrived and it's the first time a real doctor in it. My dad.

"Dad, please dad. Save her! " I clutched his collar and he watched me with his loving eyes.

"I will. I promise. " he carried her and put her on the bed. I got on my truck and started to drive off from the scene. There was some police now and I don't see the motorcyclist which I believe the one who hits her car.

If I could find that asshole..

Wen we arrived at the hospital, I strengthened myself. I held Roe's hand and sent her in the emergency room.

Then, I called Cassie. Turns out, they were going to have dinner at Mario's. Of course Cassie was crying, it's the only best friend she have. Well, when Cassie in the school, she was all alone and no one seems to get her. So, I paired her up with Roe. Not just to help her, but to help me as well.

When Cassie arrived, she hugged me while crying. My blood shot eyes seems to give her effect since she stopped crying as soon as her eyes drifted to mine.

"Are you okay? " she asked.

I chuckled, "Are you? "

She smiled bitterly and nodded her head.

I waited for my dad to came out from the room but he's not.

The clock strikes nine.

Ten.

Eleven.

Twelve.

What the hell was he doing? Is she okay? Can my dad save her? Is her syndrome started to react?

All these question playing in my head inside but on the outside, I was jut sitting on the chair. Hands on my forehead and I was crying. Not because Roe's incident. But because how she treated me even after all these bullies.

I admit, I did bullied  her because I wanted her to stay away from me. But she didn't. And each day, she kept looking at ms. One day, when I accidently met her eyes. She looked at me as if she doesn't know me. And I know the reason why.

Now I am officially fucked up. I lost the love of my life, I made her sad. I'm the reason why her syndrome reacts and I'm the one who destroyed her. Inside.
I mentally slap myseldf a few times before opening my eyes stared at the white ceiling.

God, save her. Give her strength. Even if it'll kill me, do it. As long as I still have the time to look at her beautiful eyes and apologize to her. Please.

And I close my eyes shut, dreaming about what could we achieve if I didn't follow the note.

GOD WHY ARE MY LIFE SO MISERABLE?!

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Dammnnn

I never know I can do James' character like this. Haha.

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