Amnesia

Chapter 20

Aurora's POV

"I want you back then." I said.

"This is not you. And I'm still afraid of what you can do to me. I'm sorry, I have to go. " I kissed his cheek and ran straight into my house.

Without sparing any looks to my mom and dad, I went into my room and shut the door

I cried. So hard I couldn't stop the tears.

It came along with the pain, nowadays I always cry and maybe this is my payback.

God, it hurts so bad.

I cried while clenching my fist and stick them on the wall beside me. I almost screamed because of the pain but it hurts so much I couldn't.

"Help.. " that's is all I can say.

I keep on saying that until I stop by myself.

The pain in my chest is nothing compare to what he had done to me. And now he wants me back. The pain stings but he's the one who made this. I always cry because of him and this is what I got every time I cried over him.

I HATE YOU JAMES CAMMISON!

The pain became stronger as the memories of James and I when we were ten coming back.

"Roe? " he calls. Immediately I tilt my head to the left and hugged him. I was crying because some kids just bullied me in the school.

"They bullied me. " I choked.

"I know, Ash just told me. I'm sorry I wasn't there when it's happened." He confessed.

"No, " I hiccup, "that's okay. I understand. You have English. "

"But I could've been there. " he kissed my cheek.

"It's okay. I'm fine now. "

"I promise I won't leave, hurt or made you cry. No, not because of me. I swear. " he breathes in and clenched his teeth, probably regretting on what happened to me.

"I love you, James. " I said as he let go the hug and play with my hair.

"Gee, I love you even more you'll be surprised. "

And that was it.

The pain is still there, killing me slowly.

I am slowly dying. I missed him and it's hurt. I love him and it's hurt. He's the one who hurt me but I got all the karma. What did I do? God, can I just die?!

My chest rose and fell. My tears are no longer rolling. The pain still stabbing me. I just sat on the wood tiles and dying. Or so I thought.

Then, someone calls me. I bothered myself to take my phone out from my pocket.

"Roe! Where are you? " it's Cassie.

I smiled. What am I going to do if she didn't approach me? And for that moment, I try to fight the pain. If I die now, she had no one in school and she'll be bullied. It's okay for me as I will always get bullied. But not Cassie.

"Hello? " she repeats.

"Hey. I'm at home.." I try to fight the urge in my voice as I was moaned from the pain.

"Are you okay? " I heard someone is talking with her, but she tells whoever it is to shut their mouth.

"Yeah, stomach ache. "

"Are you in the bathroom? "

"No, it's just. Complicated. "

The pain is rising and I couldn't hold it anymore. I screamed a little but put away the phone from my ear. So that she couldn't hear that I am in pain.

"Roe?! Are you okay?! " she spotted it. Of course she does.

"Yeah I'm fine. I'll be there. Where are you? "

"I'm at my house. You wanna come over? " there concern in her voice and it breaks me.

"Yeah, I'll be there. "

"Be careful. "

I hung up. I breath in hardly and it feels like one of my vein is being stretched.

But then it's gone. Finally! The pain is gone. Maybe because I didn't think about James anymore. Cassie is playing on my mind and the memories that Cassie started to approach me flashing back.

I went downstairs and my family wasn't in home. Sometimes, I wonder where would they go for days and just come back home a few hours before going out again.

I locked the house and got in my car.

I drove away from the house without knowing that James was looking at me.

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