Chapter 20: Confessions

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I haven't died yet, why haven't they killed me yet? (Guys let's just say that Yoongi can play the guitar, if he can't) I heard the footsteps stop in front of me. Here it comes!

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I just got pushed down in a chair. Huh, what just happened? The lights turned on but it was dim. I made out a face. Jungkook!

(Play the song in the media now...)

With my old guitar
I'll take all the confessions I couldn't say
All the things I swallowed inside

And tell you right now as if I made it into a song
Just listen, I'll sing for you

I love you so much but I don't tell you that I love you
It's awkward, my pride won't allow me

I'll take courage and tell you today
But just listen without much thought, I'll sing for you

The way you cry, the way you smile
Do you know how much you mean to me?
Words I wanna say, words I lost
I'll confess to you but just listen
I'll sing for you, sing for you
Just listen and smile

It's kind of funny, I only have you
But sometimes, I'm worse than a stranger to you
When in truth, I just wanna put my head in your arms
And be held by you

The way you cry, the way you smile
Do you know how much you mean to me?
Words I regretted as I turned around
I'll apologize but just listen
I'll sing for you, sing for you
Just pretend that nothing's happening

I'm so thankful every day that you are here
You're a gift from God

When today passes, I might get awkward again
But I wanna tell you today, so listen

The way you cry, the way you smile
Do you know how much you mean to me?
Words I wanna say, words I lost
I'll confess to you though it might sound awkward
Just listen, I'll sing for you, sing for you
Just listen, I'll sing for you

Wow. "Jungkook what is all of this about?" He chuckled a little. "I like you Minah." I knew he liked me but I didn't know how he was going to confess. "I don't know what to do. That was beautiful" he looked at me and held my hands. "Accept it" do I like Kookie or Bam Bam? "Um Jungkook, I would be honoured to be your girlfriend but-" "- Is it because of him" I avoided eye contact. "If you want be with me. Meet me on Monday 5 oclock at the cafe." And with that he walked away.

Flashback to the sleepover

"Minah come here for a minute" I hopped up off the floor and followed Bam Bam's voice. I went to his room and saw he was standing with his back towards me. "Bam Bam?" He turned to face me. He took a deep breath and sang

There's just so many ways
She's got me so amazed
Telling everybody
I ain't never seen that type before

Cause I just can't believe
What's gotten into me
They don't understand why you trippin

Is it the way that she kisses me
Cause I know it gives me butterflies
Is it the way that she touches me
Whenever I look into her eyes

Is it the way that she listens
Every time I talk
She's so excited
Every time i call

Never felt this way and that's how I know

She's the only one that I desire
She's the only one that lights my fire
Every time I'm down she takes me higher
If I only had one word to describe her

She so incredible

(So incredible, Aziatix.)

"Minah will you be my girlfriend" I stood there shocked. Half of my heart said yes the other part was rooting for Kookie. What do I do? "Um I would love to, I really want to but." He sighed "But you like Jungkook. Don't you?" I looked at the ground. "Well if you feel the way I do, meet me at the park on Monday around five. He walked away leaving me behind.

End of flashback

Tomorrow is Monday. I sat in my bed thinking about it. Jungkook is funny, sometimes perverted but he cares a lot about me. Nobody's smile compares to Jungkook's. Bam Bam and I became really close in a short amount of time. Might be because he saw me half naked. His laugh can light up any dull day. Bam Bam is kind and generous. I sighed and tried to go to sleep while my mind was going a mile minute.

I went to sleep and dreamt of one face.

Monday:

I woke up really late today. All that thinking made me sleep longer I guess. Today was going to be the worst day. I went out for my late breakfast. I moped around the restaurant just waiting for 5 to come. I walked back to the apartment which plenty of time to go. I made it to the door but someone was in front of my door. A tall man with dark brown hair in a sharp suit. I tapped his shoulder "um excus- DAD!"

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