(Ava's POV*)
I am going to be spending the night Mr. Voights house tonight. He seems nice, but then again I thought my uncle was too. I keep an eye on him the whole ride back to his house after we drop Antonio off at his house.
Then his phone rings. I hear him whispering to who ever is on the phone, and I can tell he is trying to hide something from me. When he hangs up, I am a little to quick to ask questions.
"Who was that?" I ask gazing at the rain drops on the SUV window from the back seat.
"Um, that was Amanda. She is at the hospital with Sonny."
"Is he okay?"
"He is in surgery. But he should be fine."
"Can we go see him?"
"Well, I think it is best if you just come back to my house and sleep there tonight." This throws me off. Something is wrong.
"You're hiding something." I say meeting his eyes in the rear view mirror.
"Ava."
"Tell me."
"Carisi." he clears his throat. "he." he blinks a few times. "Carisi didn't make it."
There is a long pause. "what?"
"He gone before they got to the hospital. I am so sorry."
"You are lying."
"Ava... I'm sorry." He says but keeps driving.
"This is my fault." I start to sob. This can't be happening. He can't die. He can't leave me. Not now. Not after this. Its my fault he is dead. "Its my fault!!"
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I open my eyes to Voight kneeling over the bed shaking me. "you're okay." He says as he rubs my back and pulls me into a hug. I feel the tears drying on my face. Wait, what?
I look around the room confused... where am I?
"What's going on?" I ask. "Where am I?"
"Ava, you fell asleep in the truck so Antonio brought you in here for me.
I was dreaming?
"Where is Sonny?"
"He is at the hospital. he just got out of surgery, he is doing really good."
"He is alive?" I ask relieved.
"Yup. And so are you so please go to sleep and we can go visit him in the morning, okay?" I nod my head and lay back down.
"Goodnight. If you need anything I'm across the hall." I nod. I need a lot, but I don't think he can provide it to me.
Carisi is okay.
He will be okay.
I will see him tomorrow.
I love him.
But then again,,,,
This is all my fault.
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Adopted But Not Saved
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