TWO PIECES ➸ BELLAMY BLAKE

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'Mom, please don't let me do this,' I beg.
'You need to do this Emily. You know what to do when you get caught. You have to tell them you did it because you wanted to throw a party, so you needed alcohol. If I find out you told them you needed to do this because of me, then I will make sure they float you immediately,' my mom says while she holds my shoulders.

'Mom I don't want to do this! I will get floated because of you. Do you really want that?' I ask with tears in my eyes.
I can see she's not happy with what I just said. Suddenly I have a burning feeling on my cheek. I let out a gasp and press my hand on my cheek. My own mom just slapped me.

'You're gonna do this. I don't care if you don't want this. You're seventeen so you will have a few months before they'll float you.'
I don't want to but I nod my head.
'Good girl,' she says.

She presses a kiss on my forehead and I immediately want to push her away, but I don't because I know she will slap me again if I do that. I need to steal alcohol because my goddammit own mother wants to drink it every second of the day. If I get caught, then I can kiss my ass goodbye. I will never see Clarke again. I don't want to do this.

My mom pushes me out the door and she closes it behind me.
Here I go. Doing something I don't want to do. I walk over to the medical department and make sure no one sees me. I peak around the corner and see that no one is there. I'm lucky I guess. I run as fast as I can inside and look around for some alcohol. When I found a bottle I grab it and smell what's inside. Yeah, it's definitely alchohol. I try to run away but I bump into someone. I look up and meet the face of Marcus Kane. Shit. I ran to the door and I hear Kane screaming for guards.

No no no! No please don't catch me. Please don't! I run as fast as I can back home but someone grabs my arm and I immediately stop. I turn around and face a guard. There are tears in my face. No. Why me?
'What's your name?' she asks.
I keep my mouth shut. My mom didn't tell me to give my name.

'What's your name?' she says more powerful.
'Emily Shields,' I say really scared.
'You're under arrest for trying to steal alcohol,' the guard says.
No, no this can't happen.
'Emily?!'
I turn around and see Clarke running towards me. The guards stop her but she's trying to get to me.
'No, Emily! Let me go! That's my best friend you're taking,' she screams.
'Emily!!
Emily!!! No don't!
Emily

'Emily? Hey wake up!'
I gasp for air and my eyes shoot open. I look around me trying to remember where i am.
'Hey hey, you're okay. You're okay, you're save.'
I look in front of me and I meet Bellamy's eyes. He looks really worried. I see Charlotte behind him looking at me with wide open eyes.

'Hey, you're okay. You just had a nightmare,' Bellamy says.
I take a deep breath and I close my eyes.
'It's like what I said to Charlotte. Slay your-'
'Don't even start about that Bellamy. I can take care of myself. I don't need your support with my nightmares. They're mine and only I can get rid of them, okay?' I cut him off.

Slay your demons. There are no demons in my nightmares. Okay, maybe my mother but I'm not scared of her anymore. I still want my revenge.
'Can you take my wristband off?' I ask Bellamy.
He looks shocked. I know I said to him that I wasn't going to take it off but I changed my mind. The only thing I care about right now is the pain I want my mother to feel.

'Why do you want you're wristband off?' Bellamy asks curious.
'That's none of you're bussines. Just take the damn thing off.'
He pulls out a knife. How many knifes does he have?! He looks at me.
'This can sting,' he says.
'I don't care.'