Save Me | WonKyun

Chapter 3: His World

Chapter 3: His World

[Wonho's POV]

Ugh... It hurts...

I tried to pick myself up from the bed, but the air felt so heavy that it sent me back down. The throbbing pain in my head feels like a hammer pounding repeatedly till my head breaks apart. Everything around me started spinning which made me feel nauseated.

*thud*

I rolled myself out of the bed, falling straight to the cold, hard flooring of my room. I curled up as the pain and coldness rushed through my body, knocking out the bottles that was scattered on the floor. I tried to look around but my vision is blurred from being sober.

Ah... Yes...

I remember everything now. I drowned myself with alcohol last night, chugging the liquid from the bottles while lashing myself out. I rolled my pants up to my thighs to see the cuts. It was still fresh with patches of dried blood visible from the outside.

*sigh*

I breathed in air as much as my lungs could get, together with the dusts and cigarette ashes that laid on the floor. I coughed and sighed heavily. I stayed there, lying on the floor inside my thrashed room until I felt fine to move around. I live alone now. My father and mother lives somewhere far, far away from me I guess.

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[Message: Mom

I deposited your allowance. I also paid the bills. Don't call me.]

*delete*

[Message: Dad

Your mom paid everything already. Don't bother her anymore. She already has a family of her own.]

*delete*

I almost threw my phone across the living room out of anger. I managed to get out of my thrashed room, barely making it to the living room. I received those messages last night.

Am I not worthy of their time?

I sat on the couch, my head rested on the back rest, staring at the blank ceiling.

Do they even love me?

I started digging my nails on my thighs, the wounds re-opening again. The pain felt so good, it comforts the anger boiling inside me.

Is there anyone out there who loves me?

The blood started flowing out...

And the tears too...

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A/N: Sorry if this chapter is too short. I just wanted to show how Wonho is striving to get through the days. As always, please spare me because of the grammar. T__T