Save Me | WonKyun

Chapter 31: Missing You Part 3

Chapter 31: Missing You Part 3

A/N: This chapter is raw. I wrote it without re-reading it again. I don't want to cry anymore. XD

Enjoy~ :D

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[Changkyun's POV]

Wonho...

I called out his name inside my head repeatedly, my mind focusing only on him. I don't know what to feel right now but all I have in my mind right now is that I'm seeing Wonho.

Wait for me...

I don't know how many people have I bumped already on my way to his house, but I'm in hurry right now. I can't afford to waste my time to apologize right now, Wonho needs me.

Wonho...

I felt the cold breeze of the evening sting when it touched my face. I could feel my heart pounding like crazy because of running. The air my lungs could hold seemed to deplete and it tells me to slow down which I didn't do.

I'm almost there...

I took a right turn after I passed the park near our school to the street where Wonho's house is located which came into view. I squinted my eyes, which made it sore and tear up. I must've been running for too long. I can see his house already.

I'm happy I'll be seeing you again, Wonho.

I increased my running speed so I can reach his house in no time. I didn't know how much time it took but I'm here now, standing in front of their door. My heart kept pounding like crazy because of running and the excitement of seeing him. I calmed myself first, took in air which my lungs really longed for and wiped my sweat. I raised my hand and knocked three times.

Finally...

I heard footsteps inside the house approached the door. I felt my heart skipped a beat when I heard the doorknob unlocked and slowly swung open, a figure standing behind the door came into view.

I felt the tears flow out once again. It flowed out freely until they started streaming down my cheeks. I didn't know how much I missed this person standing in front of me to be crying like this in front of him. He wore that slight smile on his face even though it was evident that he had trouble sleeping, he still looked handsome as ever. I could see his eyes tear up also when he saw me, standing in front of him. It feels like the time stopped between us when I finally heard the voice that I was longing to hear for.

"Changkyun..."

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[Wonho's POV]

Thinking back, it feels like I was back to my old self again, locking up and drowning myself with alcohol. I slowly opened the drawer from the side table behind me and a familiar sound clattered inside. It was that piece of metal I used.

Changkyun...

I pulled my pants up to my thighs. I was surprised to see that the scars I made slowly faded like nothing had happened. I, again, had these thoughts of hurting myself over Changkyun.

"Don't do that again."

I heard his voice inside my head. I remembered that he doesn't want me hurting myself again. I tried to fight away his voice that echoed inside my head. I was already reaching for that piece of metal when I heard a line from those echoes which stood out from the rest.

"I love you, Wonho."

Pictures of that night came flashing before my eyes. It was that night when he kissed me after saying those words. It was his confession of his love for me, which I waited for long. Those lines echoed again inside my head, pushing away all the thoughts of hurting myself. I felt a sharp pain in my head, not fully aware of what am I doing with myself. The phone that lied on the bed caught my attention.