Save Me | WonKyun

Chapter 30: Missing You Part 2

Chapter 30: Missing You Part 2

A/N: I want to apologize in advance that this chapter was uploaded late and that it's a crappy one. Like Changkyun, I'm a bit 'spaced out' lately so this chapter isn't that worth to read. I promise I'll make it up for the part 3. :D

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[Wonho's POV]

It's been three days since the last time I saw Changkyun. My room felt colder than it was before I met Changkyun. Everything I do inside this house reminds me of him, which made me sad every time I think about it. I wanted to hug him. I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to feel his body pressed against mine which made my insane world calm down. I was literally craving for him, but there's this feeling inside me that he doesn't need me anymore. Changkyun did told me he loved me, but why did he let that happen? That scene I witnessed which made my world fall into pieces again, just like it was before I met him.

Changkyun...

I kept on calling out his name in my head while chugging down this bottle of alcohol which I had lost count of. But I only know one thing, I already had enough of it yesterday and I'm on it again today. I want to drown myself. I wanted to forget that it never happened right before my eyes. I wanted to forget it, that Changkyun kissed Jooheon. I wanted to forget it, everything.

Changkyun...

I finally finished this last bottle I'm holding. I picked up the phone that laid flat on the floor, a picture of Changkyun smiling flashing on the screen. I kept on looking at it last night until I fell asleep. I remembered that I also cried myself to sleep.

Changkyun...

A new messaged arrived. My eyes almost popped out when my phone vibrated on my hand.

"Please be Changkyun..."

I prayed to myself, hoping that it would be Changkyun who sent the message. I dropped the bottle and opened the message. I was a bit disappointed and at the same time, I felt relieved. I thought that if she saw me doing this, she might not let me get closer to Changkyun. It was his mother.

[From: Changkyun's Mom <3

How are you two doing? I hope you're both fine. I miss my bed and you two also. I miss my kitchen. My sons. I love you both. Take care okay?

P.S I bought presents for the both of you Wonho. It's a pair of couple related items. I love you.]

I felt my mind went blank after I saw her message.

Couple related items?

I remember now. She acknowledged me when I told her that I loved her son and she had no doubts about it. In fact, she was so happy to see me, hanging out with Changkyun and that I'm a good person to her and her son. I remember it now. She acknowledged me as his son. I was so happy to hear that straight out from her lips. I've never been so happy, knowing that there are still good people like her who would take in a broken person in their arms. Now I know where Changkyun got all of his wonderful personality. It was from her. No wonder I got closer to her too in a short span of time.

[To: Changkyun's Mom <3

Hi Mom. We're doing great here. I hope that your just fine there, mom. Changkyun would be worried sick if something happened to you. Call us if you're available anytime you want. :D

Take care, mom. We love you.]

Send.

I never realized that I'll be sending a message like this to other people, instead of my real mother.

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[Changkyun's POV]

"Are you done?"

Jooheon asked. He was waiting for me to finally finish the food he ordered which took me ages. The food was delicious, it's just that I don't have the appetite. Maybe if Wonho was here, I could get another plate of this dish whatever this one's called. I nodded at him after taking the last bite into my mouth and chewed it slowly. Jooheon was still beaming like always even though I had been looking weary earlier this morning until now.

"What do you want to do?"

I tried to ignore the question and pretended I didn't hear it but by the time I looked at him, he suddenly stood up and grabbed my hand. I tried to take his hand off since it's already hurting me but I can't do it. It seems like he's upset. He dragged me outside the café and started walking to the corner of the mall where people are less in the area. He pushed me against the wall and place his hand right above my shoulder. He stared right into my eyes which looked upset and worried.

"Look, Changkyun. I don't want to ruin this day for you and I, but can you please get out of it?

"What do you mean?"

I asked him even though I know what he was talking about.

"You've been spacing out since morning. I'm trying to cheer you up but it seemed like my efforts are all just thrown outside the window."

"I'm sorry."

Those were the words that all I can say right now. He was right. I know he's been having such a hard time hanging out with me, cheering me up so I can smile for a while and forget about Wonho. But the thought of Wonho being replaced by Jooheon hurts so much which made me miss him more every moment that I see him.

"Is something bothering you?"

I let the question hang in the air, troubling myself whether should I say yes, there is and tell that it is Wonho who kept on bothering me this whole time. Or no, and then continue looking weary and tired so he'll be annoyed. I was about to decide when my phone vibrated because of the message that came in. I let him wait for the answer and I just brought the phone out from my pocket to check who it was.

"Hey... I'm talking to you, Changkyun."

The name that appeared at the top most message made my hair stood up. I tried blinking many times so I could assure myself that I'm not dreaming. I even pinched my thigh just to be sure in which I winced after because of the pain. I could feel my eyes tear up again. I'm so happy right now, that the person I wanted to hear from the most finally made a move.

"Hey... Is everything all right?"

I snapped out when Jooheon asked his question. I looked at the notification bar to know the time and was relieved that it was only 6:21PM. I quickly kept the phone in my pocket and slid off from Jooheon's hold.

"Sorry, I need to go."

Those were the words I left after I ran away from Jooheon, whom I left standing there and confused.

[From: Wonhoney <33

Changkyun, I need you...]

Wait for me, Wonho...

I can't measure the joy that filled out from my heart as I ran towards the mall entrance. I waited for him to talk to me and now that it's here, I won't let him slip away from my hold this time.

I'm coming for you, Wonho...