Save Me | WonKyun

Chapter 35: D-Day

Chapter 35: D-Day

[Changkyun's POV]

It's been three days since Wonho left me at the park without telling me the reason why. I don't have any clues nor ideas why did he do that to me. He never texted, he never called. I tried calling him back and sending him messages but I never received a reply from him. I'm at his room right now, troubling myself of what had happened that night.

"Did I do something wrong?"

I know this isn't the right time to be troubling myself over him since the deadline of our project would be tomorrow and knowing that we haven't started anything yet, I knew that our pair would be the last one in class. I don't want to be a part of being the last honestly, but Wonho is more important that anything I could think of right now. My mind is clouded with thoughts of him, to where would he actually be if he tried to do something like this again. I already went to his house for the nth time these past few days, hoping that he'll be there and he would come back home with me but he wasn't there. He never left a single trace to where he could've gone.

"Where are you, Wonho?"

This exact scene was so familiar to me, the things that are happening right now already happened before. I hugged his pillow and curled myself under the blanket we usually share when I sleep with him, which we do often but now, the thing that I could only feel in here is loneliness. I don't know if it's the room or it's just me but I do know it's the combination of both.

"Please come back, Wonho..."

I tried to remember everything that had happened last time we were together. We were taking pictures at the park and we rode the Ferris wheel before he left me. I remembered that he received a message that day which made him really sad. I can't actually tell what he was feeling that time but I know there's something about that message he received. I reached out for my phone again, hoping that there's a message from him that I forgot to check but I felt defeated. Nothing, nothing at all.

"Wonho..."

I scrolled into to my phone and it took me to gallery. I saw the pictures we took before when we were at the mall. A sly smile creeped on my face after seeing Wonho's face I adored a lot. I know it's only been three days but it felt like it's already been months for my heart. I really want to hold him, kiss him, cuddle with him and tell him how much I loved him but I can't.

"Wonho..."

I felt a tear escaped from my eyes which slid down at the side of my face. I cried just by looking at his pictures. I snugged in tightly, hugging his pillow, inhaling the scent he left there. When I hugged the pillow, I felt something inside. It was hard and small and from what I could think of from it is a small folded paper. I quickly sat down and checked the pillow I'm holding. I took out the pillow from its case. I was right. There's a small folded paper inside. I held it on my face to check what it was and it feels like I have seen this one before. I opened the paper and was shocked to see the content. It was the poem I wrote for him when he left after that night, when he saw Jooheon kissing me at the porch. I wrote this one while he was away, but I don't remember myself giving this to him. I checked the paper and I was surprised to see something at the end of the poem. There's a small poem written just below mine which I guess to be his reply. I read it slowly, carefully studying the words he wrote. I was so immersed with reading, I didn't know I was crying again while reading his work.

"Wonho..."

I folded the paper again and place it back to where it came from. I returned the pillow back to its case and slumped myself onto the bed. I was staring at the wall, crying over the thoughts of Wonho. I felt tired, my body can't handle the stress anymore. I haven't done anything today yet it feels like I've been really tired this whole time. I felt the lids of my eyes slowly dropping until I fell asleep.