RoomMates

The Birthday Daddy? (Part 2 of Ryan's Birthday)

Matt's Pov
    When he finally figured out what was going on, his face lit up with excitement as if he was a kid on Christmas.
    The way he looked at all of us, with bright red cheeks and excitement in his eyes, I knew I had done well.
     He was happy. And that's all that matters right now. As I climbed out of the cake, he gave me a half asleep hug but I knew it meant a lot coming from him.
    He deserved every bit of this party and he would soon know that.

    I was happy because he was happy. It hurts me to see him discomforted or in pain.
    And after a week of me developing feelings for him, I have learned so much about myself.
    I not only found who I was, but found who I was made for. And that person is Ryan Magee.
     He has always been my best friend, and ever since the day we were nearly an inch away from actually kissing, I've been having second thoughts.
      Whenever we kissed for a skit i felt no spark whatsoever.
     But when we were on top of each other in that living room, I had felt something.
      Sparks, fireworks, whatever you wanna call it. But I felt it. And damn did it feel great.
Plus, knowing that we are both bisexual, and live together, you could basically call us an old married couple.

After we laughed off how funny his reactions were, we just chilled out, played some competitive Mario Kart and ate a bunch of unhealthy foods.
      It was so nice to see everyone getting along, and I could tell I was helping not only myself but others.
      Jack and Mark were flirting like there was no tomorrow and Cry and Pewds were dancing and being absolute idiots.
     It was hilarious watching them try to dance, and Ryan was obviously enjoying himself.
      We decided to not get 'drunk of our asses' as jack would put it. Since Mark couldn't have any and because we didn't want to end up having sex with our friends. (God knows that would happen to them of all people).
     And even though that may not sound so bad (since we kinda already want to) we may end up with someone we do not.
     So we kept sober. Ryan suggested we played a game and that's when Cry said "let's play a 'friendly game' of truth or dare!".
     And after a round of nods and thinking 'why the fuck not?' we were on the couch playing a game.
      "Okay, truth or dare birthday boy?".
     And all attentions on Ryan as he answers "Dare" and Mark (who asked him the question) gave a devilish smirk.
     The suspense was killing all of us as Mark stroked his chin.
    After what seemed like forever he whispered to jack, receiving a nod and smile (from him) before saying "I dare you to make out with Matt" with a wink.
    After glancing over at me he continued, saying "consider it a birthday present" as he placed his
hand on his shoulder.
Ryan was silently glaring at the two boys (Jack and Mark), of course he doesn't feel that way about me.
I was wide-eyes and bright red. I didn't know how to react.
I wamted him to kiss me.  I yearn for the sparks I once felt on that living room floor.
      So without thinking I took the initiative and just kissed him.
     We both sat in shock, the others were glancing back and forth. Waiting for one of us to break the silence as they (as in the other four guys in the room) slowly leaned in.
     He's probably quiet because he doesn't want to hurt his best friends feelings.
     So with that in mind, I decided to withdraw myself from the situation.
I got up and left them. I couldn't hear what they were saying although seeing their mouths moving.
     The fact that he didn't grab my hand to stop me shattered my heart.
All I could hear was silence, as I slowly made my way to my room.

     But as I laid in my bed, wondering if he felt those sparks too, all I could think of was him.
   I'm so fucking selfish, I just left my best friends birthday 'party' all because It was awkward.
All because of my stupid ass fucking feelings I just made things hella awkward.
    Ryan Magee you've got me split in two, one halfthat loves you and the other half that tries to hate you. But that kiss only made me love you even more.

A/N:
These sure have been getting long, and just for that reason I've decided that any part that is longer than 700 words will be the only part published for that day. If a chapter is not and it stays within that 7-300 zone then there will be two parts published that day. This part was 824 words (it's like 700-and-20 something without it).

There will be one more part (maybe 2) to the birthday baby (i don't know yet since I've only just finished this one). Anyways I love all you awesome Stawwys :3 have a great day and fuck up~
-Another girl on the cancerous interwebs