RoomMates

FLUSTERFUCK

A/N: sorry I updated this so late, this week had been one hell of a something and I'm always putting quality over quantity when it comes to something with my name on it. I hope you guys enjoi it and I love you all no matter how crazy you are.

Update on me: my mom thinks I'm in love with my best friend. I'm gay and she's as straight as a tooth pick. FML

Cry's Pov:
    As I got to my room I quickly shut the door behind me, sliding down the back of  it with my head in my hands, thinking.
Thinking about anything and everything but mostly about him. Why out of all people does he have to make me feel this way?
   I mean, It's already bad enough that I'm in love with my best friend, let alone one of my fucking roommates.
He just makes me feel so fucking weird. Turning me into a nervous puddle every time I see him. Not to mention everything about him is just so goddamn perfect.
How he laughs, how he can make my day better just by smiling, and don't get me started on his eyes, not only are they bluer than oceans, but more beautiful than galaxies. I could stare at them all day if I wanted to.
But I'll never be able to.  I'll never be able to call him mine, give him cute pet names, heck.. I bet he's never even thought about me in that way. I'm getting my hopes up for nothing.
   But before it could get any worse, I snapped back into reality, rubbing my eyes to realize I've been crying.
   God dammit. First he makes me feel as happy as can be and now I'm crying.
But at last, i dried my tears. I couldn't let him get to me, especially a few days before Christmas Eve and the Christmas party.
So I pushed myself up. Leaving my quiet and o-so serene room to hear an enormous amount of laughter and chatter they're obviously having so much fun without you, you can turn back now.
Man, I hadn't heard that voice in awhile. The voice he(fe') somehow helped to block out. But of course, thinking about him only made the voice louder.
And yes, saying that may seem crazy, but when your demeaning thoughts yell at you for everything you've done wrong, you'd call it a voice too. Because no matter how hard you try to shut it out, that voice is always going to end up being louder than yours.
    But as I stood at the top of the stairway, my mind was in two. One half didn't want to be a bother and the other was stating facts. Because It wasn't that I wanted to go downstairs, I just knew I shouldn't stay in my room all day. Especially since I had already posted a video and spent so much time in my room cause of that, I had to keep my thoughts from coming out.
    So at last, I pushed out the voice and picked up my pace, walking into the bathroom and rinsing my face above the sink before taking a good look at myself in the mirror.
Good enough.

So I went downstairs, finding myself in an awkward position as Felix's eyes were the first to meet mine.
Felix, Mark and Jack were doing some shock challenge. Unluckily Fe was the one to get shocked, and yelled out in pain as I accidentally distracted him.
"CRY, GOD DAMMIT WHY DO YA GOTTA BE SO DAMN—" Fe turned a bright red, but I finished his sentence wittily "-beautiful, heavenly, drop dead gorgeous, one hell of a sexy motherfucker?" "No—but you'll be dead if you don't get your ass over here".
"Damn you must really want my ass" "Shut the fuck up and c'mere before I shove this shock thing up your ass" "kinky~".
"That's it!" And before I knew it I was pinned to the ground by Felix as Mark held two of the shock tools against my ass. "Jack come help me!".
Thing is, Jack was dying laughing. he tried to get up and speak but as he goes to stand he lands back down on the floor, with his arm around his stomach.
The shock came too soon and way too fast. I yelped out in pain, squirming underneath pewd's as I try to get out of his death grip.
But at last, he finally got off. Saying "Karmas a bitch" and giving me a wink—no joke making my heart melt—before rotating around and walking back over to the couch. Leaving me not only in a flusterfuck, but slightly turned on.
I honestly wouldn't mind if he were to bro-fist me. Maybe not in the ass but y'know fingers can do magical things. What in the hell is this prick doing to me?