Cry's Pov
How in the absolute fuck am I supposed to get back to the gazebo without them seeing how much of a mess I am.
I ponder this question over and over and then it hits me. I WEAR A FUCKING MASK HALF OF THE TIME!, once again, hitting myself in the head because I'm an absolute dimwit almost all of the time.
And after a good amount of time just moping, I left my hotel room but this time with my mask on.
All I need is my phone and I can just go take a walk on the beach or something...yeah...and hopefully, Felix just forgets about the kiss.
My mind was against itself in a battle
This is what he wants. He intentionally yanked your arm and danced with you.
He's only your friend cry, and in fact. He's your best friend.
Of course he would dance with you. He kissed you by accident.
My mind was torn in two, one half that loves him (and thinks that it was an accident), and the other half that doesn't (and thinks he wants to just fuck with my feelings).
But I don't want to believe either, right now, I just want my phone and to get some fucking food.
So with that task in mind, I am determined to just get my shit and enjoy myself.
Why worry about boys when I can just chillax.
Yep. I choose my way of thinking.
I walk quickly to the gazebo to find them still there, Felix looks unhappy.
Did me leaving bother him? I probably worried him because i didn't have my phone with me.
Dammit you fucking idiot I kept repeating in my head as I reluctantly walked up to the gazebo.
At first they didn't see me, but once I walked up the stairs all attention was on me.
I didn't want to be here. I didn't ask for this.
I greet the boys with hopes I didn't make it awkward,"Hey, I came to grab my phone. I...need a bit of...alone time".
As Felix stands up and walks over to me he says "Oh, y-yeah sure...just don't ever do that again though you had me so fucking worried", handing my phone to me as he gives me an obviously fake smile.
But before I could even respond he whispers "are you okay?. I'm sorry you kissed me, it was an accident" and with a nod of my head I turn around, smiling brightly as I walk away and look back at them.
I was right to go with my gut and say he didn't mean for me to kiss him.
They're all paying attention to themselves so I take a second to just watch, and in those few moments me and Felix lock eyes.
His eyes were so beautiful I couldn't help myself before I started to stare, but him giving me a sexy wink snapped me out of my trance and made me blush bright red underneath my mask.
Who needs time to chill when you have boys, I mean I didn't come here to be alone.
I came here to have fun with friends and dance like nobody's watching.
Never in my mind did I ever think Felix would like me more than a friend, but it's hard to say whether or not he really feels that way.
"Know what, fuck it" I mutter, taking off my mask and revealing what I thought was hideous.Felix's Pov
In my peripheral I saw Cry looking at all of us, so I smiled and gave him a wink.
He took of his mask, revealing what mess I made.
His cheeks were a light shade of red and his eyes were slightly puffy.
We all knew not to ask about his mask, and him muttering something before taking it off surprised us.
Somehow, he still seemed to look absolutely adorable.
His hair was slightly messy and I could tell he had been crying.
And it's all my fault.
Having hope is never bad, even false hope.
But all of those thoughts leave my mind as he smiles and walks back over to us, running his hand through his hair cutely as he approached us.
"Guess who's back, back again. Cry is back, tell your friends" he spoke, doing some weird 'dance moves' as he got to us.
"So. You tell us you need to be alone after kissing Felix and then come back five seconds later as if nothing happened" jack says.
And without any hesitation I punch him in the arm (rather hard might I add) as if to say 'SHUT THE FICK UP OR THE NEXT THING I HIT WONT BE YOUR ARM'.
Explaining it without words rather well and getting a whine from Jack as he grumpily looks at me.
"Oww, ya doofus I'm just fookin' with ya'" he says, grabbing ahold of where I hit him.
But instead of giving him a response I shoot him a quick glare.
Although short, he still got my point without me having to speak.
"If you fuckboys are done being protective I was kinda hoping to eat–"
"-Matt's Dick?". "Fe' I think you've done enough" cry says, chuckling as he looks as me. He is so fucking adorable.And about 15 minutes later and we arrive at this little shack
Cry was the only thing on my mind and I'm pretty sure I was caught staring at him multiple times.
Hey, it ain't my fault he's adorable. I just can't seem to take my eyes off of him.
We sat in the booth, Cry on my left and Matt on my right.
Next to Matt was Ryan and Then Jack and Mark just had to sit next to each other.
It was fun, we just sat there and ate, every once in awhile making some weird joke, and at one point cry nearly spit soda out of his mouth due to my ultimately stupid jokes.
He punched me in the arm, but I just couldn't stop laughing. And that's when it happened. I...snorted.
The whole table erupted into laughter at my weird noise.
As the laughter finally calmed down Jack said "You got yerself a Keeper cry" while he pointed at me.
When he turned to look at me I goofily smiled at him.
Jack facepalmed as the table started laughing while I just say confused.
He then explained, "Felix you have fookin broccoli wedged 'tween your teeth" as he shook his head.
I chuckled quietly while Cry looked at me with the sweetest smile.You guys are fucking awesome!!!. 100 fucking votes like WHAT?!. You guys are fucking crazy, I love it :3
My schedule is fucked, I still have no new clothes for school, I still have to do one more one-pager and finish the other half of a book. AHHHH.
School starts in two days and I don't have any of my shit together. FUCK MY LIFE!. Luv yuusee
ESTÁS LEYENDO
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