RoomMates

Fake Confessions Leading To Real Problems

Pewds Pov

What am I going to do? My girlfriend broke up with me yesterday and I can't seem to keep a smile on my face without wanting to cry. I have to tell them at one point. I have to. I can't let them see me all sad though. I want to tell them. But I can't let them see me cry. Especially Cry, I mean. He's my best friend. I love cry. I don't know why I'm so sad about it since I kinda wanted her to do this. But I don't want to get hurt all because I fell in love with a room mate
     He's always thought of me as someone happy and always cheerful. When in reality: I am not. Well, I am happy and cheerful all the time. But when it comes to my girlfriend breaking up with me, I just want to go die in a hole, and sleep in my bed. But can I tell them that as a first impression for cry?, probably not.
     I have to help them move in, maybe this is for the best. I can't make it all about me right now. I wish I could just-.
    And I wake up to a sudden noise. Fucking Jack. Yelling at the top of his lungs as he and mark are dying laughing.
    "Javla!" I exclaim, as I slowly wake up. And after a little bit of talking, Jack says "whatever ye bastards just come on and get inside" and we finally get out of the car. A fake smile on my face as I show no excitement whatsoever, and slowly walk inside.
    Mark yelled "THE BADASSES HAVE ARRIVED" "Really where?!" Jack retorts, with a smirk on his face as we enter the house. "Yo dickbags" Ryan says, as he walks in front of us. He looks at the two boys beside me, talking and laughing as they ignore us and hen looks back to me. "lemme show you to your rooms while the two of them flirt" he says as we both laugh a little. Surprisingly my laugh wasn't a fake laugh and that made my fake smile turn into a real one for a second. "I so ship it!" I whisper, hearing the boys behind us go silent. "It's bound to happen at some point" he adds, looking directly at the now bright red-faced boys.
    They nervously laugh at his remark and we keep on up the staircase leading us to upstairs. "Oh hey cry" he says as my attention is drawn from my suitcase to cry, standing  in front of me with a camera in his hand (at his side).
      I get all nervous and my smile is flushed away for a brief moment, but comes back as I shake away the feeling. "Felix!" "Cry" we say one after the other, hugging eachother.  
     My skin felt like fireworks going off as our skin touched. It was strange, yet I felt like I wanted more of that feeling.
     But our hug was interrupted as Ryan said "Yo cry, [i feel like he would say Yo] I gotta go help Matt real quick, can you show Felix his room" "yeah sure, don't have too much fun and use protection" which caused Ryan to give him a death glare and roll his eyes before walking back down stairs and out of our sights.

Cry's Pov

    I have always questioned my sexuality but now, I'm really wondering if I'm gay. I hugged Felix and felt immediate fireworks sad our skins touched.
     It wasn't a firework that burned but it was more of a tingle than a burn. But for sure it felt like I wanted more. As if I just craved that feeling.
Somehow I knew that feeling but I just can't remember where I know it from. And then it hit me.
     I knew that feeling from all the other times I've talked to Felix. But instead of this feeling on my skin it was in my stomach. Not tingling but bubbling, as if it just made me really happy.
     "Lead the way good sir," he said, ushering me to show him to his room. And after the awkward walk to the room he asks "what's with the camera". Uh oh. Abort. Abort. Abort. Dammit I can't do this. I stutter to come up with something until the words pop into my head under pressure.
    "I was going to give it to Matt since he broke his—" and I sigh, turning on the camera (so secretly that he doesn't see).
     "Listen Felix, I needed to say something. I have been needing to tell you this for such a long time and I hope this doesn't make our relationship awkward. I---love you" and I can't look him in the eyes, "cr–".
    "Just kidding, that's why I had the camera. It's just a prank bro" and without a word more he looks me in the eyes, and his smile is gone. But he responds quickly smiles once again, I knew it was fake.
     By this time I had turned the camera off. I was extremely confused and worried for Felix. When he looked at me he just gave me a nod before walking into his room and shutting his door behind him. Something's wrong with him. But what is it?.
      I'm such a terrible friend for not noticing that his smile is fake. God dammit what's wrong with him. What is he not telling us?. I hear faint crying come from inside the room as I walk away and immediately turn back. I have to be a good friend.
     Luckily he didn't lock the door. So being the friend i am, I knock on the door. The faint crying goes silent "yeah?" "Can I come in" "um...sure" I open the door to reveal him kneeling in front of his bed, facing away from me as he sat on the floor.

A/N:
HOIYA, sorry for the cliffhanger. I just gots stuff to say. (My grammar is amazing)

Anyways, I hope your liking this so far.

Guys, I think I seriously need help. I'm addicted. To him:

(HE'S SO FUCKING ADORABLE I THINK IM GOING TO DIE)
He's awesome and if any of you care to disagree?, you can go F off cuz I love him.