RoomMates

Best Food For Love Sickness: Ice Cream

A/N: I am trash, fandom trash. And especially tøp trash.
•Sorry I updated it so late today's been hectic within my house and let's just say I'm ending my day extremely mad and frustrated so...Yay!

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I hope you awesome people are happy! If you're not, come talk to me about it and why you aren't because you deserve happiness c:

Enjoi!

Felix's Pov
I had just finished off the ice cream, crying as I ate every bite, though I knew I would soon regret every bit of it. Surprisingly, Mark listened to every word I said.
"I just---I can't handle anymore of this stupid bullshit, yet I'm too much of a god damn coward to tell him" I groan, stuck in a pit of self-loathing and inner conflict between loving and hating him.
I then throw the empty tub and plastic spoon in the trash's general direction before grabbing the nearby pillow and hitting my face with a pillow. [me: *in trash can* oooo ice cream! "Thanks for the food"]
   Not only had the pastel pink sweater i was wearing, soaked with tears, but now it had a small spot where the color falters from the ice cream I failed at getting off with a napkin (it's hard to cry and eat without a little mess). [*writes that sentence* *memory of suite life on deck pops into head* the life advice I learn from childhood shows: dab, don't scrub]
"Mark I literally can't do anything about it! If I confess I risk my friendship and risk being rejected, if I do nothing it'll kill me and I'll regret it and i won't be able to stop thinking about him".
"Okay, well before we think about you fucking one of our best friends how about we just slowly make our way there" hearing his smart-ass response I throw the pillow at him, grabbing the only other pillow on my bed and shoving my face in that one.
"Felix, you just need to talk out your feelings, just talk to me".

I take the pillow of my face, staring at him as he waits for me to talk.
   And so I take a deep breath, closing my eyes and counting as I inhale and exhale.    letting all of the aggression, anxiety, and sadness I've been holding in for over a year spill out of my mouth like the air in my lungs.

Cody's Pov
"First of all, he's so fucking chill like can you just cuddle me all day, and not do anything else. He's just an overall great person and I would love to be fucked and or fuck him I honestly donMt know which one I'd prefer but both sound great right now" I say, pausing to breathe before continuing "not-to-mention-he's-adorable-and-everything-he-does-no matter-what-can-somehow-make-me-smile-and-laugh-and-I'm-so-jealous-of-your-guys'-goals-relationships-and-holy-fuck--I'm---as-straight--as---you--are". Felix's sentence slows down as he comes to the realization.
Even though Mark could only comprehend half of the things he said, he still nodded as if he understood ever word. But he knew he finally heard the honest truth.
"And I am in love with Cry----even more than I was before this stupid confusing shit happened"
And so that's when Felix cried, even more than before. Except this time, he just let his inner angsty teenage girl out and he didn't give two fucks about it when he did. It lasted a pretty long time, but drained his energy, ending up with him falling asleep and Mark letting all the fans know that Felix is taking a short break from social media due to his current circumstances and will be back on soon, knowing he needed awhile to get himself back on track.

Thinking 'oh Felix, you are just as oblivious as he is'.