RoomMates

Chapstick and Dicks

A/N: I don't deserve any of the love I have gotten for my writing whether that be just a simple complement or words that seem like they mean nothing, I'm still thankful. I did this in the beginning after having just a bunch of one shots of the fandoms I loved and somehow turned it into this. I am so glad I get to write this. I hope you enjoy!

Sorry I haven't updated in awhile, life got in the way.

Wink Wonk I may or may not have just come out as genderfluid.....surprise?!

Cry's Pov
I finally had the chance to talk about my rather 'unclear situation'. After having countless conversations with myself and being still unable to decide on what I should do, I just couldn't handle it all on my own.
   So I finally–very awkwardly–spoke up. "So...you know how I like you-know-who? well...I may or may not given up on that dream...". Mark nearly spit out the coffee in his mouth. "WHAT?!" They whisper shout, nearly in perfect unison.
   I rub the back of my neck nervously, not wanting this conversation to happen.
   I had thought about giving up on that dream for ever, but only actually considered it until a week ago. Jack is obviously worried, furrowing his brows as he shows his confusion. "Cry please don't tell me you've given up because you're worried about your friendship".
The silence falling upon us caused by my hesitation. "Well...I am, and can't stop thinking about all the 'what ifs'. What if I'm rejected, what if he hates me afterwards, what if he tells everyone who I am after finding out I like him? Jack! How can I not be worried". Jack seemed at a loss for words, utterly speechless.
While Mark, on the other hand, looked as if he was dissapointed; angry, even.
    He spoke up first, saying "Cry! Are you an idiot? You want to give up on Felix just because you fear rejection from him? You know Felix better than I do and if you were to tell him right now he would never harshly reject you and walk away as if your friendship was nothing". Jack then added "If you want him to be with you and stay with you, don't give up on him, love conquers all, and...honestly Mark taught me that" lightly blushing as the two lovebirds stare lovingly into each other's eyes.
God I am so thankful to have these to idiots. And so I go to say that...only to find them full on making out and reminding me why I hate them.

"Guess who's got coffeeeeeeeee" Felix says, setting the coffee's down as he approaches the table and causing me to jump (I may or may not have forgotten about him in the past five minutes).
  He then slides in next to me, groaning and rolling his eyes as he realizes they were basically eating each other's faces off.
   "You guys are disgustingly adorable. I can feel the sexual tension from across the table" they turned a bright red, separating directly after I speak and staring off into the distance.
"No I think that's just you and Cry" Jack says, taking a sip of his coffee as he rubs the back of his neck. Making Mark nearly spit out he coffee in his mouth as he holds in laughter. For fucks sake now I'm flustered.
But what he said was true, the tension wasn't because Jack and Mark were obviously horny, but rather the fact that my mangina decided to grow six fucking inches and I lost any sort of masculinity [it mentally hurt me to write that sentence]. I had melted, I am a complete and utter mess.
Looking out the window, I let my thoughts run wild as I watch people slowly waste their lives, and without realizing it, allowing Felix to do the same. Inching close and closer to me, he looks out the window over my shoulder just as a middle aged man may or may not have nearly done the splits as he slips and barely catches himself, causing me to cringe while Felix bursts out into laughter.
"Fe' that old guy's in pain!" "And? It's still funny". I roll my eyes as I turn to greet him, not realizing he was so close and accidentally kissing his cheek in the process.
"S-sorry" I stutter, how can something so simple inflict so much emotion on to what I feel.
You could tell that he was shocked, as his face was a beet red and he couldn't stop twiddling his thumbs—something that I know for a fact, he does when he's embarrrased. He's very embarrassing, meaning I've basically learned his body language for any situation you can think of. 
Like, going by what I know and have experienced he avoids eye contact when he feels awkward, but only twiddled his thumbs when he's embarrassed. Does he know I know so much about him?
Well...to an extent. He knows that I'm good at reading him, but not so much that I understand him.
He then responded, "It's okay Cry, you're lips are kind've soft" and while my heart beats out of my chest I blush even more. He chuckles as I fluster, with a devilish smirk on his face. "It's called using chapstick, it's a wonderful object" I say, trying to hide my blush with my hands and act calm.
"Well then, can I have some?" "Some what?" "Chapstick". I searched my pockets. "oh, yeah sure, gimme a sec-" quickly being interrupted by Felix turning my head towards him before he-

To be continued

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