RoomMates

Questioning myself

Narrators Pov
    Cry was shocked to see pewds like this. Mostly because he was smiling just a few seconds ago. "Felix. What's wrong?".
    Cry felt his heart slowly breaking as Felix said the words: "Nothing. Im fine".
    Shooting a weak smile at Cry, Cry raised an eyebrow in disbelief and Felix gave a heavy sigh. His smile now a frown as he sat on the edge of the bed.
    He finally gave up on trying to hide it and his hid his face as he stared at the floor. Tears fell into his hands, hiding his face and the eyes that tears were falling fast from.
Cry felt himself die inside as he watched for a few seconds, until finally snapping out of it and sitting down beside him.
His arm wrapped around him as he rubbed his back and laid his head on his shoulder.
By now, Felix was crying his eyes out. He knew he could cry in front of Cry now. And did the unexpected, as cry got up, he grabbed his hand because he didn't care, he just wanted comfort.
He squeezed Cry's hand, letting him know that he wants him to stay.
So cry sat back down on the bed, except this time he sat facing him and wrapped his hand around the one being held.
As if he was saying 'I'm here for you'. Felix was quick to understand, and without a word coming out of his mouth he let go of his hand. He then 'jumped' onto him, wrapping his arms around his neck as he cried into his shoulder.
     Cry, who was now leaning against the pillows of felix's bed, just rubbed his back. Knowing that letting Felix cry was probably the best he could do to help him.
      That's when they heard a loud whirring sound(aka jack getting floured). Both men jumped a little and felix's breathing hitched. But the two just brushed it off as one of the other men in the house.
By that time, Felix had stopped crying and the two boys were basically just cuddling. Felix breathing into the crook of Cry's neck made him feel emotions way better than the ones he felt these past few days.
Cry didn't ask about him, he just held him in his arms. It was silent, but a comfortable kind of silent. Leading to Felix being reminded of what started all of this. Because,There was a reason to his 'nights out when he was with Marzia.
He had felt anxious and depressed those late late nights. He just wanted to not stress, so he went out. He decided he had earned a break. Plus he really didn't want Marzia to worry over him.
    So he left the house thinking it would benefit the both of them, when instead it did the exact opposite. He was hurting her without noticing it. He was slowly ruining his own relationship.
     Deep down inside he had wanted her to break up with him, but he also loved her. The reason he wanted her to break up with him was mostly because he couldn't handle a long distance relationship.
      But partly because he had feeling for someone else. But he didn't know about those feelings, all he knew is that he didn't love her as much as he once did. Or that's what he thought part of the reason was.
      Little did he knew it was mostly for other reasons, and those reasons would soon surface. Only to be revealed in a matter of time and trust.