It Feels Right

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It was time to head to Cali. It's not that I didn't want to go, it was more of I don't want to see Ethan, especially after that surprise visit. I mean even now that's he's dating Addy too. Good thing I have a list of things to do to keep me busy for the two weeks we'll be there. Kylie was super pumped to spend time with me, and it honestly was the best feeling ever. It'll be so great to finally spend some one-on-one time with her since we hardly get to do anything. 

Everyone met in the front of the airport, so we knew we had the whole team. My dad gathered everyone up, and we all headed to get our baggage checked. Nobody over packed so that was a plus. Going through security always freaked me out though. I was always so scared that I would get caught with something for some reason, and I don't know why. But I made it through the security just fine, now I can relax and focus on the trip. I had to mentally prepare myself because I have this feeling that I will run into Ethan, since Kens is bringing Addy along. Not exactly the person that I would like a four hour plane flight with. At least I have Kylie and a few other things to keep me occupied.

We all aboard the plane, taking up most of the seats. Kylie and I scored the best seats; the front ones. Everyone else was behind us and we're close to the door, so when we land we'll be the first ones off. Traveling long distances just make me sick to my stomach. I absolutely hate it, but Cali is definitely worth it especially since we get to watch Kendal play. I got the window seat since the view would be able to help calm my nerves and possibly help me think about what's going to happen. I'm going to be quite honest, I wanted to see Ethan. All I could think about was Ethan. But sadness came over me every time I thought it could get fixed because I knew he would probably never forgive me. I don't blame him, I just wish he wasn't with Addy. She will hurt him.